Days with You [Gratsu AU] Discontinued

Chapter 13

Natsu's POV

Everyone laughed at me. But what hurts the most was what Lucy said.

"See Natsu.. even the chair doesnt like you cause your such a FREAK!!"

I couldnt take it anymore. The pain I am feeling wasnt actually healed and she always reminded me on how my father abandon me which increasing the pain I am feeling right now. My vision was starting to get blurry cause tears are starting to build up and they were ready to fall.

I hurriedly run out of the class. It hurts! It hurts so much! I know I had hurt Lucy but I never expect her to become like this.

I run all the way to the rooftop of our school building. There I cried my heart out once again. Jumping off the roof would also be good way to end my pain but then again I remeber my promise to Sting so I back away from the edge of the rooftop.

I sat beside a wall and hugged my knees. My tears just wont stop. I've been surviving these hell for almost a month now and then it just became worst when my father abandoned me.

I really hate myself! Everything would be okay if I wasnt me! I would have just sealed my real self into a box and buried it deep inside my heart. I can act as the 'Natsu' they expect me to be.. after all that's what I've been doing from the very start...

But guilt was corrupting me.. I dont want to lie anymore specially to Lucy.

But then again, it was all to late now. Everything was all fucked up!

It was still a relieve that there are some people out there who still cared for me and accepted me for who I really am. And that was the one thing I'm holding on to right now.

I'm still alive because of them and even if my life has already turned worst than hell I will continue on living for their sake...

A small smile has carve on my face when that positive thought hit me. And since I've been crying for almost an hour or so, my eyelids become heavy and not a moment to soon, I fell asleep...