The true life of two teenage girls♡

new beguining

this year was a little harder than last year, people were finding out who they were, who they didnt want in there life and who they did. I thankfully only needed a few friends to get by but sadly not many were in my lessons, so i started to make friends with the less stuck up looking people that were sat next to me.

when it got to around christmas time so it was after my birthday, i was in my second favourite lesson; science. I was sat next to my friend alica and i could hear the boys that were sat behind me talking about me, im not being paranoid they were litterally talking about me, i could feel my heart beguining to race with anger, i was getting hot flushes because i could hear what they were saying and blieve me when i tell you this it was one of the worst things they could say about a girl that hadnt ever done anything to have rumours spread about them, the ones that started it was CN, DB and MO. then they decided to tell there friends; LW and i cant remembe the other ones name.

well my parents told school and all they did was tell them to stay away and once i told them LW came up and antagoniosed me and he denied it even happeneing and all he got was a detention buit he never came up to me again, but i did have them sniggering at me every time i walked past them and i juat brushed it off and got on with where i was going.

For a while everything was okay, friends were okay, school work was okay and by this point i knew what iwanted to be and that was a forensic anthropologist.but then i started to get asked questions more often about weather i was an emo, goth ect and weather i prefer boys or girls, id just be sat there like please shut the fuck up but instead of saying that i would have to explain to them that i dont choose what gender i like most, yeah i might of gone out with more boys than girls but i dont know many girls that like girls (maybe like3) and then they would finally understand, but with everything going on and people upsetting me a lot, i begun to hurt myself, okay i had donr it before, when people where worse than what they were before, but then i stopped and everything was getting better, i admit that i shouldnt of done it in the firstplace and that i wont do it again but link found out and said that next year i will get counceling and school told me that i will move halfes next year so instead of X half i will be in Y half, i have to tel yu i had maybe one friend in that half and that was JG. but that is for next year.

in this year CM moved schools and started to act weird to me and my friends, to my friend EB she started telling her these things that i (apparently) said to her about how i hated EB and that i called ehr a bitch and said that she used to bully me what i never sasid any of that but thankfully EB didnt believe her and went ahead and showed me screanshots of the conversation and then sha did a similar thing to lisa and CW they didnt know what to think and for a while they didnt talk to me and i was really confused and was trying to tell them that i didnt do anything wrong and that i dont talk to CM because of what she did to EB, and after about a weel or two they were finaklly talking to me but a while later CW didnt talk to me because she doesnt like my life choises but that smothed over after a few months.

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(A/N) gonna cut it there, just thought id let yiu know that i was talking to lisa whilst doing this and she spilt nailvarnish on the carpet and phone i found it too funny, she didnt. im in colne visiting family, missing lisa and friends, should b back soon.

love you to hell and back <3