Chapter 12

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Colleen's POV

The cops are still looking for the man and his friend.

It's been 2 months since Josh and I tried for baby. My period is 1 month and a half late so I'm worried. I'm going to keep it from Josh. I want him to find out himself.

I'm already starting to show a little. It's a little early for that. I think I'm going to start to show off my stomach a little. Maybe go to the beach?

Noah is crawling around the house already. He's 8 months old.

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"Josh? Josh are you ready for lunch? Joshua?"

I placed Noah in his play pin and went to look for Josh.

"jOSHUA?!" I yelled.

No answer.

I went upstairs. When I got to the top step and slowed down. There were rose pedals leading to our bedroom.

I followed them, trying not to step on them. I knocked on the door.

"Josh?" I slowly turned the door knob and opened the door. The rose pedals led to a chair beside the bed.

There was Joshua. Sitting in the chair.

"Happy Anniversary Colleen. One year ago today, I married the love of my life. My everything." He said as he stood up.

"Oh my gosh. Josh I'm so sorry. I totally forgot." I said sadly.

"Colleen that's fine. I know that you did. I understand why."

"Thanks Josh. I loved your idea. But not as much as I love you." I said.

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Josh's POV

I walked up to Colleen and kissed her hard and passionately. Then it turned into a make out session.

Then I put her down on the bed and started to slide her shirt off. I felt a little bump. When I did I stopped.

Then the baby started to cry.

Colleen went to get the baby and I sat there.

Is she pregnant? Why didn't she tell me? We have been trying for I don't know how long and she doesn't want to tell me? How could she do this to me? I've waited for so fricken long. Now it's happened and she wants to keep it from me?!

I put my hand on my forehead and down my face. Just as I did that Colleen walked in.

"What's wrong Joshua?" She asked.

"Nothing." I said.

"Josh. Just tell me."

"Josh. Don't play this with me." She said with a serious face.

"Josh, what's up?" She asked as she had Noah in her lap with his blue and green footie pajamas on and his little green hat with a blue hippo on it.

"Why would you keep it from me?"

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Colleen's POV

Deep down I knew he knew I was pregnant.

"Josh." I said quietly and weakly.

"Colleen how could you? Do you know how much I've hoped and prayed?" He said angrily.

"Joshua I-" I said again weakly.

"Save it Colleen. I'm so furious with you right now!" Then he stormed out.

I sat there on my bed and cried. I made a bad decision. I should have told him. Now he's really mad at me. I walked across the hallway and put the baby down in his crib and he cooed. I went back to my room and out my hands on my forehead and paced along my room.

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Josh's POV

I was still mad. Furious. But I creeped up outside the door and peeked in so she wouldn't see me.

She was so upset.

"GOD COLLEEN! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING STUPID?!" She yelled at herself and threw herself on the bed and sobbed. Then she got up and ran to the bathroom and threw up. The was sobbing in between times. I creeped in farther. Her hair was all in her face. She was so upset.

"God. I hate myself for this." She said quietly to herself.

"I was only going to surprise him." She said sobbing. "Why couldn't he just listen?" She sighed. "You deserve this Colleen." Then she started sobbing again. Then puked some more. Yeah she's pregnant.

I walked into the bathroom and sat down with her and pulled her hair back. She was looking down. Then back up at me and back down. Then she started sobbing again and threw herself at me.

"Joshua I'm so so sorry." She said as she was crying. She looked at me, got up,rinsed her mouth out, and sat back down. She still had tears spilling out of her eyes. "I deserve whatever you're going to-" I stopped her by slamming my lips into hers.

How could I do this to her. My sweet sweet Colleen.

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