Josh's POV
I sat there in the bathroom floor and just kissed her.
I let go of her lips and pressed my forehead against hers and put my hand on her cheek and neck. Her face was damp from tears and her eyes still had tears in them.
"Colleen I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel this way. I was just pissed for a bit. I was just confused on why you didn't tell me. I just wanted one so bad."
She sniffed and sighed.
"I know." She said laughing a little half laugh and sniffed again. "I wanted it to be a surprise. I wanted to ask you to go to the beach while you were having lunch so you would see and we would freak out and be happy." She said.
"And that's what I want you to be right now. Happy. I shouldn't have been so harsh and make you feel that." I said as I kissed her again hard. She almost fell back.
"I don't know why I always put myself in these positions. I'm so dumb!" She said putting her head on my shoulder.
"Colleen" I said as I picked up her head and held it in my hands as she was holding in tears. "Colleen you make people happy. And most importantly you make me happy. You are my everything and I will always love you no matter what. Even when I'm upset with you I will do anything for you. I'm so sorry that I made you feel like this about yourself. You should never ever feel like that especially if I was the one that said something mean to you. I don't mean anything mean I ever say to you. I love you so much and I want you to be happy." I said as I kissed her again with passion.
Then the baby started yelling.
She started to get up. I got up with her and intertwined my fingers in hers and walked with her. She let go of my hand and picked up Noah.
I pulled out my vlog camera. Colleen got me into YouTube.
"Hey dingleberries." I said as I walked up behind Colleen and pulled her hips to mine and put my arm in her shoulder and extended it forwards. Colleen smiled as she looked at Noah then the camera.
"So this is my family. The most important people in my life."
I took my arm off Colleen's shoulder. "Sorry I haven't vlogged much today guys. I haven't really been doing anything. But since the day is over, I love you guys. Be nice to people and orevwa."
The day wasn't over. It was 4pm. But I wanted to spend time with Colleen.
She tried to put the baby back down to see if he would sleep.
I grabbed Colleen's hand just as I did before. I started to walk downstairs and Colleen was right beside me. She suddenly stops.
"Colleen? What's wrong babe?"
She didn't say anything. She just stood there with her hand on her stomach. Then she turned around and ran for our bathroom.
Poor girl. I wish being pregnant wouldn't make her feel like this.
I ran in right behind her.
She practically threw herself at the toilet. I went behind her and held her hair back and rubbed her back.
"Baby I'm sorry you feel like this. I wish I could make it better."
She looked back at me and smiled a small smile.
"What you are doing now is just fine."
I smiled back at her and got down to the floor with her. I got some toilet paper and wiped her mouth.
"Maybe you should get some rest." I said helping her up and flushing the toilet.
"Yeah. I guess you're right." She said as she rinsed her mouth.
She went over to the bed and laid down on her side. I came and laid down behind her and pull her body close to mine and hold her.
"I love you." I say as I kissed her cheek. "I don't like it when things aren't right between us. Even when it's just for 20 minutes. I don't like it."
"Neither do I."
Then Noah starts to cry. Colleen tries to get up but I keep her down.
"I've got it." I say as I go and get Noah from the crib and bring him into our room as I try and calm him. I lay him beside Colleen. She puts her arm lightly around him. I get behind Colleen as I did before and hold her. Then we just fall asleep. All of us. Even Noah.
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I wake up to find Colleen gone. Noah is still there. I jump up. I see Colleen in the middle of the floor on her knees with her arms wrapped around her stomach and crying.
"Colleen!! Babe what's wrong?!" I said going up to her her taking her in my arms.
"It hurts! It's hurts so much!" She said weekly as she cried.
Pu"Why didn't you wake me up?"
"I didn't want to. It wasn't this bad until a few minutes ago." She said with her head in my chest crying.
"I'll call Rachel over to watch Noah. I'm taking you to the hospital." I said as I dialed Rachel.
"But Joshua I-"
"No Colleen. You're going. I'm not going to sit here and watch you be in pain."
"Fine."
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Rachel got here 5 minutes later. She lives close.
I thanked Rachel and helped Colleen to the car.
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When we got there I signed some papers and I went and sat with Colleen. I held her hand and I out my other hand on her thy. The she crunched up and groaned.
"Joshua!" She said loudly for the room but it wasn't loud.
"It's alright babe." I said as I got down onto one knee and put my hand on her stomach and one on her cheek.
"It hurts so bad!"
"I know babe. I know." I got her to the floor and she was in a ball in between my legs. I was holding her and trying to comfort her.
Some doctors came by and asked if we needed anything. I said no and that we would wait for the doctors to call us.
Finally we were called.
We explained everything to them and they took an ultra sound. Colleen and I saw something we didn't expect.
On the screen, there were 2 bodies.
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Sorry this was so long and kind of boring until the end 😁 I don't have much hope for this unless I make time speed up a lot.
