Lauren Jauregui imagines <3

You Think Shes Gonna Hit You

Lauren came home drunk, again, she stumbled across the room, holding on to the walls for support, you turned on a lamp on the table next to you

"Lauren, you're fucking drunk again? This is the third time this week!"

 you stood so that you were standing face to face with her

"God Y/N get the fuck out of my face"

 you instantly took a step back, drunk Lauren is mad Lauren, she had been going out and getting drunk for the past week nonstop, the reason for this is, The Hate. everything has gotten to much for her, so she's drowning her sadness in alcohol, you touched her shoulder gently

"LoLo please stop this....please..."

 you said barely above a whisper, not looking directly at her

"Don't fucking touch me Y/N"

she shoved you walking into the kitchen, memories of your father came flooding back to you, your dad would come home drunk every night, and would hit you, Lauren said she's always going  protect you from him, but here she is, acting just like him

"Lauren I just wanna help you!"

you said following her into the kitchen, she slammed her fists on the kitchen counter

"GOD DAMNIT Y/N I DONT WANT YOUR FUCKING HELP!"

 you flinched harshly. the memories are becoming stronger, the memories of his cold strong hand, coming across your soft delicate cheek

"Lauren you're acting c-crazy"

she chuckled in response, shaking her head

"You think I'm fucking acting crazy, I'll show you crazy"

she punched the refrigerator in anger, making a huge dent, you instantly sunk to the floor, shielding your face while screaming

"NO DAD PLEASE DONT!"

you were shaking and sobbing by this point, memories of being pushed into walls, slammed to the ground, bleeding until you were unconscious, came flooding into your brain, your knees were pressed against your chest, as you rocked back and forth, mumbling words you didn't even understand, suddenly you felt a soft loving hand on your knee

"Y-Y/N?"

 you looked up to see a teary eyed Lauren looking at you (gif above), you  flinched away, as she moved her hand to you cheek to wipe away tears

"Yo-you thought I-I was gonna h-hit you?"

 you looked away, and she then knew the answer to her own question, she ran her hand through your hair

"no matter how drunk, or mad I am, I will never ever lay a hand on you, you know that, right?"

she pulled you into her lap, rubbing you back softly

"I'm not like him Y/N, I swore to always protect you, and that's what I'm going to do"

she was sober now, seeing you being scared must've been enough to have her snap out of her state

"I'm sorry that I've been getting wasted everyday, it's just that hate that's been getting to me, I-I jus-just couldn't d-do it-it any-anymore"

  sobs were now falling from her beautiful lips, you shakily reached your hand up to wipe her tears away, as soon as you were about to move your hand away, she placed her bigger hand on top of yours

"I'm so fucking sorry baby girl, th-this is n-never gonna happen ever a-again"

you know she means it too, It'll be awhile before she even goes near a drink again, you nodded softly in response

"I love you so much Y/N you're my whole world, I don't what I'd do without you"

she pulled you even closer, if that was possible

"I love you too Lo, so much"

you said resting your head on her chest, you just layed on the kitchen floor in silence, it wasn't awkward, or sad, it was loving enjoying each other's company, you finally felt safe all thanks to the love of your life, Lauren Jauregui.