The new girl in town.

memories.

shit.Al is probably waiting for me,i scram out of ryder's grip and run away towards the front entrance.As expected Al is waiting for me,i hop inside the car and Al drives off.Im day dreaming of the events that just occurred prior to,i feel my body heat rise butterflies in my stomach go crazy."You okay back there? you've been awful quiet this whole ride." Al asks me peering through the rear vie mirror,"yeah,i guess so just thinking about some stuff." Al understands that i wont reveal much so he drops the subject,'How'd you get detention anyways?" he asks amused that Ive gotten in trouble on my first day "well,i was not paying attention my good sir." i answer truthfully.He laughs and parks in the driveway i get out the car "hey Al?" i turn and ask Albert "yeah?" he replies "where are you living?" i ask him "your mother is paying for my apartment down in the city." i make that 'oooooooohhhhhh' face and then skip up to my front door then wave goodbye to Al.I open the door and lock up,i run straight up to my bedroom and plop down on my bed.I turn my attention to a bookshelf that i use to put pictures on.I walk over to a picture of me and my ex boyfriend on oovoo laughing our butts off because I'm addicted to vicks cough drops.I take the frame in my hands and sit on the white carpet,I was so happy.Its weird to see myself like that,since me and rustle broke up i was never fully happy.A tear escapes my eyes then soon i cant control the rest,i was put through so much.And i have this huge weight on my shoulder because part of me still loves him.Ive loved him through the push and the pull,they say the only way a heart will mend is for another man to show you what it is to love again.But i just cant risk it,I'm a coward; but i have my reasons.I don't want to be in that dark place again,sometimes its just so god damn hard to wear your heart up on your sleeves you know?some days i just wish i could forget everything he said and done.memories.I think its time to go to dream hill,that's what i named my hill.I grab a coat and my headphones and my phone,i turn on shuffle and the first song that comes on is Ever Enough by Rocket To The Moon.I love this song its so beautiful,i walk into my closet to change into sweats.I walk down the stairs and close my door,i begin down the long street.It feels chilly so i tighten my sweater around my body,i take my usual cut through the woods and sit on the peak of the hill.I'm staring out into the distanced city when i hear a twig break."hello?!"