The new girl in town.

Painting Pretty Faces.

My alarm clock wakes me up,i stand and look out of my window.The sun shines brightly into my eyes and something just seems different about today,like do you ever get that feeling when you know today is just going to be a great day ? well that was me right now,staring into the skies with a massive amount of fondness in my eyes.Life is just so beautiful,I cannot believe I tried giving that up I am so stupid.I walk into my bathroom and shower,i walk out and grab some black tights with a pink sweatshirt and matching pink bailey bow uggs.Its a bit chilly outside so I also grab a beenie and head down for breakfast.After I'm done I say goodbye to the helpers and text Albert that I'm on my way to school.I pull into the lot and park my car,I'm walking down the halls when suddenly I get a text.I didn't have time to check it because out of nowhere my boyfriend hugs the living crap out of me."hey babe can you let go now? I think I stopped breathing ten seconds ago." he chuckled and let me go then walked with me to my class.I checked the text and it was from my mom,I immediately stopped and read:

mommy <3:

hi honey,I'm sorry I haven't talked too you in awhile.I've been working like crazy..I don't want you too hate me for not keeping in contact.I'm just trying to give you a better life then I had,that's all I want to do honey.

-I don't hate you mommy <3 I just really miss you :/

mommy <3: I know honey and you will see me again soon okay ? just stay safe until I get back.

-okay,I have to get too class now,mom so I will text you when i finish school; I love you.

mommy <3: I love you too,now behave pumpkin.

My eyes water and I haven't even realized how much I even missed my mother.I hug Cole goodbye and enter my class,the rest of the day passes by quickly considering it was snowing out.We had an early dismissal because it was apparently 7' and what not.I'm on my way to my car when Cole catches up too me "hey can I have a lift?" he asks "get in" i say and I drive down the long roads of our street.I pull into my driveway and open my door when I feel someone behind me "Uh,your house is that way." I remark pointing across the street "I know but I'm spending the day with you." he smiles,I shrug it off and walk inside taking my shoes off at the mat.I trot upstairs and put my bag on my chair then sit on my bed."what do you want to do?" he asks me,I get up close the door turn off the lights then turn on my star projector & lay down on my bed.He takes that as a sign to lay next to me and we just stare up into my ceiling pondering about things."you have such a pretty face." he says to me "some people just like to paint pretty faces." he held my hand and in that moment, I swear we were infinite.

A/N

guess who's back !!!!!!

And it's not slim shady.

Its been awhile,my beautiful creatures <3

So I have a boyfrienddddd <3 yay.

are you guys happy for me?

So I hate to do this to you guys but i need five votes every chapter for me to update a new one!!!!

So comment as much as you can !!!!!! I absolutely love feedback

we can do a Q/A thing I promise to answer all questions :D

I missed you guys so much.

And this is for you; your perfect in every single way.If you didn't kill yourself today or your looking for a sign this is it.Thank you for being strong and you need to keep your head high,because your loved <3 If those bitches don't love you,I will forever and always.

I'm writing two books after this,one is a poem book and the other is just a book lol.I don't want to reveal a thing but if i get 10 votes on the last chapter you guys get a sneak peak ;)

off to bed my darlings,goodnight and to those in other awesome time zones good morning.

OKAYYYYY BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE MONSTERS !