5 | Staying Away

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Ferg dropped me off at my old house and I walked in setting my bag down on the couch.

I was still bare foot so I just threw my heels into the closet. I sat on the bed and let tears stain my shirt.

My phone began to ring and it was Rocky. He last person I wanted to talk to so I hit decline and put him on the block list.

My phone ringed again and I threw it on the floor. It landed face up so I saw the contact ID. Jermaine☺️💙

I got up and grabbed it.

*phone call*
Hello.

Are you crying?

No. I'm fine.

It's over right?

Um.something like that.

Where are you?

Are you still at the A$AP house?

Umm...I'm at the house you left me at. Just in the car.

Okay. Stay on that same street but come down a few blocks. Till you see a brick apartment.

Ash they are all brick.

I'll stand outside. Just come.

Okay. Bye.
*phone call over*
I got up and pulled my slippers out my bag and put them on. I got up and walked outside. I sat on the steps after a few minutes of standing and pulled my chain out my shirt playing with it until I heard a horn.

I jumped and stood once I noticed it was Jermaine. He laughed as he parked his car. I flicked him off and got up walking into the house.

You okay? He said stopping me before I got to my bedroom

I nodded but only felt more tears stream down my face. He wrapped me in a hug.

He don't even think he wants him anymore. I said against his shirt

He hugged me tighter and kissed my forehead.

He dumb if he let you go...and you having his kid. He said rocking us

Jay? I said in a questioning tone

Yea. He asked looking down at me

If I would have stayed in California what do you think we would be? I asked looking up at him

To be honest. I think we would be married Ash. He said and I snapped my head toward him

Married? I said in a questioning tone

Yea. Ash we went to Prom together. That Monday you left I was going to ask you out. I wanted you to be my girlfriend. He said looking into my eyes

But I thought you wanted a hoe. You would talk about all the girls you would hook up with...and I always had second thoughts of why you would hang out with me. I said as he let me go but I still held on to him

Ash. I loved you. I still love you. I looked up at him and he had never looked away from me

You love her? Rocky said from the door

I let go of Jermaine and walked in front of him to Rocky.

Yea. I did and still do. Have for a very long time. Jermaine said from behind me

I put my hand on his chest as to tell him to be quiet.

Rocky grabbed my hand

I snatched it away and looked at my stomach.

Do you want this? Me and your son? I asked putting extras on your

Yes. I was just so caught up in jealousy. I just...I just messed up. He said stepping closer to me

Why are you so jealous? Me and Jermaine are friends. Okay? That's its nothing more. I said looking up at him

He tried to hug me but I backed away into Jermaine.

Rakim. You questioned everything I stood for. I said speaking softly

Baby. Come home. Please I need my family. I said with pleading eyes

I'll be home sometime during the week. I need time away from you. You need to miss me and you need to understand that I wasn't cheating on you. I just miss my bestfriend a lot. I said side hugging Jermaine

He nodded. And kissed my cheek before leaving out. I shut the door behind him and I began to cry again.

Jermaine. I just can't be away from him. I can't stay away from him.

I can't stay away.

Hey guys. Sorry for the late updates but I started school so the updates will be slower but still coming in.

Please excuse the mistakes.

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