Insane [Phan] ON HOLD

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A.N. ^^^ yeah this is the kinda shit I find and watch on the internet xD

Also it is normal to feel anger while you are reading this chapter.

Ding dong!

As I heard the doorbell ring my stomach clenched with anger and jealousy. I already knew who at the door before I answered it. It was Dan's girlfriend of 2 years, Annie Ackerman.

I opened the door and saw her, I guess, pretty face, standing right outside. I put on the normalest face I could muster before saying, "Come in."

She walked right in, carelessly wiping her shoes off on the doormat. "Sit anywhere." I said, gesturing to the rest of the house. "I will go get him."

I ran upstairs as fast as I could to avoid punching a wall. As I reached Dan's room, my mind became fuzzy and light.

"Dan your gf is here..." I said, before I blacked out.

***

"Phil."

Someone started shaking me.

"Phil, answer me."

The shaking got more violent.

"Phil answer me dammit!"

I opened my eyes to see two beautiful brown ones staring straight into mine. Dan was over me, my body slumped against the wall.

"What the hell man?!" Dan yelled. My heart sank. It hurt to see and hear Dan yelling at me. "You were lucky I heard you! Thump, slide, and then silence." Lucky? Yeah, right. "Now Annie went home and I now have to deal with you."

"What? Is that a bad thing?" I countered.

"Yes, Phil, yes. It is a bad thing." Tears pricked at my eyes as he said that, but I held them in.

"Phil, I am sick and tired of your bullshit. I'm probably going to move out soon, to go and live with Annie." Dan said, and my stomach fell to my feet.

"Why?" I said in a small, sad voice.

"Because of you Phil. I could make a mile long list of all the reasons why I hate you. One of them being 2009." A tear finally fell from my eyes. "Oh boo hoo. Poor little Phil. I bet all of our- no my subscribers would like the idea of me moving out." No Dan. You're wrong. Your subscribers would die at that stupid idea.

"Get off of me." I whispered.

"What was that?" Dan asked.

"I said, get off of me." I said, rage filling my voice to the brim. "Bitch." I added very quietly, so he couldn't hear.

"Fine." He said, and he rolled off of me. I stood up and towered over him.

"Before you do any of that, think about this. Think about all the things I have done to and for you. You were a total fanboy of me, and you decided to give YouTube a shot. It worked out so well for you, and to think, if you hadn't even known about me, how drastically different your life could've been. And think about this. If you do move in with her, will she tolerate the noise that is your job? Will Annie like having you on your computer all the time?" I took a deep breath. "Think about your fans. Think about how they will react to you having a girlfriend once you reveal it to them. How will they react to the news? Will they be happy for you? Or will they completely and utterly despise her in secret but still be able to paint a fake smile on their faces and act happy? Think about all these things before you go." I sighed. "I am happy for you that you got a girlfriend, but remember, I'm one of your fans." I finished.

Dan was speechless. His mouth opened and closed, obviously trying to say something but he couldn't. He stood up and stared right into my eyes.

"Listen. I don't fucking care about you. I don't fucking care about my fan's reactions. I love her with all my heart, and I won't let her forget that." Dan said bitterly.

"I don't care about you, eh? So that's why you shook me awake. That's why you haven't hurt me yet. Yeah right." I said sarcastically. Dan growled.

"I hate you, Phil, you are a brick tied to me that's dragging me down. No wonder I have more subscibers than you. People like me more than you."

I could feel the spear skewer me right through the heart at his words.

"That's it." I whispered, and I ran towards my room. Grabbing my keys, wallet and my phone and a charger. I sped off towards the front door.

"Where are you going?" Dan asked timidly.

"None of your business bitch." I said angrily. Dan recoiled at my harsh words.

I opened the door and walked outside.

"No wait Phil come back!" Dan yelled, and I slammed the door before I could start crying.

I walked down onto the edge of the street.

"Taxi!" I yelled, and I waved a taxi down.

The taxi door opened and I climbed inside. "Manchester please."

"That will be 20£." I habded him the money and the taxi sped off.

A.N. the desc will make more sense as we go along