Insane [Phan] ON HOLD

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Invisible.

That's all I felt.

Dan and Annie started to ignore me, treat me like I wasn't there. Fuck it, everyone treated me like I wasn't there. When Dan collabed with people, those people ignored me. Fans ignored me. Animals ignored me. And it hurt. It hurt to be invisible.

None of them cared. Not even when I came stumbling home every other night.

***

Dan~

"Annie, this night is beautiful." I said, kissing her cheek. She smiled and leaned her head on my shoulder. The little box in my pocket was hurting, begging to be pulled out.

"Love you." She whispered, staring at the moon as we sat at the park bench. It reminded me a lot of Phil, how he looked at the stars almost the same way as Annie. It was another reason I started dating her, is because she was almost like the girl version of Phil.

Except she wasn't.

She still obsessed over makeup, still was a huge bag of drama, and other things that just didn't cut it and made me uncomfortable.

She doesn't like video games at all, hates my music taste, and she doesn't like the Internet in general.

But she is a sweet, loving, happy kind of girl, and would be a great friend.

If I wasn't dating her.

Doing coupley things with Phil felt so wrong, but it also felt right. Normal. Meant to be. But doing coupley things with Annie just doesn't feel right at all.

I guess what I've been doing with her is trying to convince myself that I'm straight. Straight as an arrow.

But I still love her anyways.

"Love you too..." I eventually whispered back, carefully planning the execution of this.

I suddenly stood up and turned around to a confused looking Annie.

"Stand up." I said, nervousness flowing from every orafice known to man.

She stood up, still confused as heck.

I took the small black box out of my back pocket and kneeled down. Annie's baby blue eyes grew with recognition.

"Annie, for the past few years I have loved you with all my heart and soul." Almost true. "I could never dream of a more beautiful person than you," Not true. "So, Annie Ackerman," I opened the box to show the diamond studded ring.

"Will you marry me?"

(Right. Not to ruin the story or anything, but while writing this part I litrally had to take 5 minutes to calm myself down. Not from an overload of feels, hell no. From anger. So let's take a quick break. *spongebob voice* 5 minutes later...)

"Yes!" Annie exclaimed as she ran up and hugged the fuck out of me. A small chorus of awws erupted from people walking past us.

I breathed out a big sigh of happiness and relief.

I finally did it.

Me and Annie were getting married.

***

We spent the rest of the hour at the park, hugging, kissing, and generally having a good time before heading back to my house.

At da crib~

I was smiling like an idiot as we headed home, keeping Annie close to my side which she didn't mind.

I opened the door to a silent flat. Knowing this was strange, my face went neutral and I let go of Annie's waist.