Reality ruined my life

T H I R T Y S E V E N

Why can't you do it?
Because I'm awkward.
So?
I struggle.
You're lazy.
Trust me if I could just start a conversation with someone new, I would. If I could just ask a simple question to that store owner, I would. If I could just have some confidence, I'd take it all. But the difference between could and can is that you have to have faith in yourself. And that's another thing I'm lacking.