Chasing Love - COMPLETE

A/N + Chapter Fourteen!

Okay, first before we start the chapter I want to just thank you for reading so far! I've never gotten 1k views before on any of my other books (as you can see). So it might not be a big deal to you, or to anyone! But I just wanted to let you know how greatful I am! I was going to end the book at chapter sixteen, but I decided to finish it!! Sorry for all my needless rambling! Here's chapter Seventeen.
Alex
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Holding Monticello's hand a tear dripped out of my eye.
She's in here because of me, because of what I've done to her.

I kissed her hand and slightly chuckled looking at her pale skin, and dark hair.
She was not an ugly person, but I'm not going to say she was a looker, she was different. Different is good sometimes.

"Monti," I whisper our name while setting her hand down beside her, and playing with her hair once more.

Her hair was short and black. She was a simple person, simple looks.
Even though her hair wasn't originally black, it suited her. She can do what she likes with her own body. It shouldn't be any of my control.

Her body twitched in a weird way when I touched her hair, so I decided to give it a rest.

I can't believe how blind I've been. Monti was always there for me when I needed her, but I abandoned her for some asshole name Jack. To be honest, I'm disappointed in myself for loosing such a great opportunity with someone special.

She found her special person, even though it isn't me I shouldn't complain. I had my chance.

I sighed sitting back in the chair. The time I got here was about 2:30.
Her mom abandoned her, her father abandoned her, I abandoned her. Everyone she knows just keeps disappointing her. Even in her circumstances, she could die in any moment now, but where is her mother? Her father? Gone.

I honestly feel bad for her, having to live such a horrible life with horrible people, I'm honestly glad she found Keith. She deserves someone like him.

To come to think about it , she's the best thing I've had in my life. She's honestly everything I need, but now I lost her.

Gone, forever.

Just think, that this could probably be her death bed. This could be the last time i ever get to see her breathing.

Thinking about that my heart rate began to quicken. "Please don't die," I whispered closing my eyes fighting back tears. A doctor could walk in here at any moments.

"Monti, Please,"

I grabbed her hand once more time before holding my head down. I loved her. I couldn't just let her go like this.

I just can't.

Now crying, I kissed her hand and decided it was time to go home. I can't stay here all night. Maybe she just need rest?

"Please Monti, I don't want to loose you,"

Omg sorry it's so short, talk about the rush! No I didn't proof read if you see any BIG mistakes tell me, other than that hoped you enjoyed! Should have a longer chapter by Thursday!^^

Shoutout to TheyCallMehMya

This beautiful bastard incouraged me to finish the story!

Ciao!