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The Voice ~ Dia Frampton PART 13 MIREAJG

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“you want to go back to my place?” Michael asked Dia, obviously drunk. she’s had  a lot to drink as well but is not as drunk as him. she nods and pulls his face to hers, trying to get out of reality.
she kisses him sloppily trying to believe that the lips pressed against hers are her ex’s, Tommy, who is also her mate.
(flashback 2 years ago) “you are disgusting” dia screams at Tommy in front of the school who is hanging outside the school.
“what did i do?” Tommy asks her frustrated. she’s been acting strange all day, avoiding him and not touching him at all. her brown eyes were full of hate and something he couldn't catch his mind at.
“i don’t know what i saw in you before, thank the stars I'm finally a full wolf to see you are definitely not a person i want to be around. just your voice makes me sick! i thought you were kind of cute before and your money made it easier for me to like you, but now i notice how much of a brat and a loser you are! we are over, done, finito, punto” she screamed at his face then ran as far away from him.
running past their favorite places: the little park behind the school, the ice cream shop they met at, the town library, and the little diner they ate at every Friday.
she finally reached her house and started crying as hard as she could. she was glad both her mother and brother were working right now, this gave her some time to let her feelings out before they asked her why she broke up with Tommy.
in the end she fell asleep on the couch and her brother carried her to her bed. “it hurts so much Daniel, it hurts” she sobbed holding onto her brother.
“i know dia, i know. just let it all out” he cooed. his heart broke to see her in so much pain but he couldn't do anything about it. she chose her path and he knew she would hate him if he tried to get in and help.
they both fell asleep together that night, the next morning he didn't ask her anything seeing it in her face that she didn’t want to share it with him or her mother.
in the next moth dia  changed her life a full 180°. becoming friends with the school’s sluts and becoming one herself. she started hooking up with every guy who made a move on her and totally ignoring Tommy- burning everything she had of him except the small spoon they first shared when they met each other at the town’s ice cream shop.
Tommy was a living zombie, he didn't want to talk to anyone, he thought dia had loved him as much as he did for her, but she obviously didn't. hell! he even thought she was his mate, but a mate couldn't treat their mates that way. could they? she was just a heartless woman. he turned into another hallway and there she was, kissing yet another guy by her locker. that broke his heart even more, even if she was heartless and they broke up, he couldn't get her out of his mind. he still loved her.
1 year later tommy gasped out in pain, getting up from his bed and running to his dad’s study. “dad” he panted, opening the door. “i don’t know what’s happening. all my bones hurt and I'm hearing a voice in my head.”
his dad immediately looked up from his computer, worry washing over his face. “OK so, breath deeply. it’s all going to be fine, you’re just going through your first shift. it’s going to hurt but you just let yourself go” his father ran out of the office and came back with some blankets.
half an hour later and after too much pain Tommy finally shifted and went for a run in the woods. his wolf was, for some unknown reason, telling him to run in the direction of the town’s lake.
as each step passed his soul filled more and more with happiness. he finally stopped on the edge of the woods in front of the lake, his sight fell on a beautiful grey wolf sitting on a rock looking at the sky.
he wanted a better look at her, but in the process of moving he stepped on a branch and the grey wolf looked to see who was there. the wolf’s eyes were exactly like the one’s who broke his heart, the heartless dia.
‘mate’ his wolf sighed, finally content. wait, what he thought to himself. at that second dia ran as if she heard what his wolf was saying. she ran into the woods on the direction of her house, taking his soul with her once again.
the next morning Dia was flirting with a new kid when Tommy pushed him away and looked at Dia straight in the eye. Dia stood her ground, rehearsing for this for almost a year.
“Are.You.My.Mate?” Tommy growled each word separately putting both hands on either side of her face. he was holding his wolf in by a very small thread. she looked at him, her eyes big and full of surprise but it was all for a second. she then turned her face into a frown. “no” she spit out the words like venom.
Dia’s heart broke, this was harder than she thought. her mate was asking her for the truth and she just had to hide it. she felt sick of her own body and wanted to curl up in the floor and beg for his forgiveness and cry her eyes out, but she must stand her ground. she can not show him weakness.
“no. you are not my mate, neither i want you to be. if you excuse me i need to find that guy, you ruined my chance to get laid” she responded and pushed him off her ad ran away leaving a destroyed Tommy.
(present) Michael opened the door to his house and dia stumbled in, her vision was blurry and she had to hold onto the walls so she won’t fall.
“come here baby” Michael slurred to her from his bedroom’s door. dia just nodded and stumbled to the door. she started kissing him passionately and pushed him inside the room, closing the door after they walked in with her foot.
“i want you baby” he mumbled to her between kisses
He pulled her to his bed and tossed her to the middle of it. He crawled on top of her and began to rip open her shirt.
"Wait..." She gasped when her skin began to burn from the ripped shirt. "It burns, just... Wait" she panted. Michael got mad at that comment thinking she was just making excuses.
"Shut up whore! You obviously want this so just do us both a favor and shut your bitch mouth!" He screamed at her and slapped her leaving a mark. He started to kiss down her neck and she felt disgusted.
"No, stop!" She screamed, he grabbed her hands and held them up on top of her head with one of his hands.his other hand started to roam all of her body. "You are so pretty you do know that right?" He asked her.
Dia was scared and knew that she needed to stop him or he would rape her. "Let me go! I don't want to hurt you, just let me go!" She screamed. He laughed, the echo sounding through the whole room. " You can't do that sweetie pie" he slurred, his nose traveling her neck and his hand started to rip the button of her jean shorts.
"You made me do this then" she said and kicked him in his parts, he groaned and fell off the side of the bed. Dia took that chance and ran out the house.
Michael ran after her and dia was scared out of her mind. She turned into an alley and hid behind some trash cans. Michael was running to find to catch her scent and ran onto another street.
Dia waited for another minute before slipping out of her hiding spot, she began to cry like crazy. She knew she needed to call someone for help but she didn't trust anyone to tell them just what happened. 'Call Tommy' her wolf told her in a command.she took out her phone from her jean pocket and dialed Tommy's number, she didn't have the guts to delete his number.
She dialed his number and he picked up on the third ring. "Hello" she heard him grumble. "Hi, it's me Dia, please don't" she sobbed, "don't hang up on me. I need your help"
Tommy shot us from his bed when he heard dia cry on the other side of the line. His wolf was whining and wanted to take dia's pain away but he forced him in. "what's wrong dia?" He asked, concern in his voice. Dia sobbed again "Michael tried to force himself on me, I was able to run away from him but I don't know where I am" she cried
That was it for him. He ran to his car, not able to hold his wolf in any longer. "OK I am on my way, I need you to do something for me baby. I need you to check the street where you are at. Can you do that for me honey?" He asked her. "Yes. I'm--I'm at sunset boulevard and the-there's a bookstore on the corner of the street" she cried onto the phone.
"Alright I'll be right there, don't move" he sped all the way to where she said she was. She was crying on a bench in front of the book store, her top was ripped from the middle and you could see her bra.
Tommy was furious, and his mate wanted Michael's blood for touching his mate. Dia hadn't notice Tommy was there until she felt a sweater drop on her shoulders and her eyes met a lovely blue ones. Just seeing his face made her sigh in content. Tommy gasped when he saw her face, not only was it covered in tears but there was a bruise forming on her left cheek.
Without a second notice he brought his hand to her swollen cheeks and caressed it. "Does it hurt?" He asked her. She nodded and leaned her face into his hand. "Yes, it does hurt but your hand there is comforting" she sighed.
Tommy picked dia up and started heading towards his car. He swore that if he ever saw Michael he would kill him for hurting her mate. Dia whimpered against Tommy feeling his stress, "it's OK angel, you are fine now that you are with me" he consoled her.
He sat her in his passenger seat and was turning to go into the drivers side when he saw Michael walking towards them totally unaware of them there. Tommy's wolf came out completely and ran to Michael and kicked him in the stomach.
Michael and Tommy started fighting each other and dia was freaking out, she ran out of the car and started to push Tommy away from Michael but they were both pushing her away."Stop Tommy, he's not worth it. Please just stop" she begged at them but they just kept ignoring her. "You're scaring me Tommy, please." She begged again.
Hearing that finally broke Tommy from the bloodbath and he stood up leaving a bleeding Michael on the floor unconscious. "Come on" he whispered, not trusting his voice any louder. They both got in the car and drove away.
~~~~~~~~next day~~~~~~~~~~
Dia woke up surrounded in comfortable heat, she felt for the first time on two years-safe, warm, and loved- for the first time in two years she felt whole. She opened her eyes and saw Tommy laying beside her, his glorious body holding onto her for dear life. She stopped herself and took in every detail of him.
The way his brown hair layed across his forehead like small pieces of grass drawn on paper, his eye lashes dancing around his cheeks with every breath he took, and the way his sensual mouth was curved into a little smile as if all his wishes had come true. She sighed and longed to wake up every morning to be beside this man, but she knew she couldn't; even if she wanted to she could not.
With a final sigh she got up from the bed and looked around the room she was in recognizing it as his bedroom. She didn't want to risk being caught in the hallway by one of his parents so she reached over the window and opened it slowly making sure not to make too much noise. She looked back and saw a calm Tommy still sleeping on the bed.
"I love you" she whispered and ran out of the window into the forest that most homes in town had behind their backyards. The sun was barely coming on and she didn't fell chills on her chest as she was expecting to. She looked down to inspect her clothings and found herself covered in one of Tommy's shirt-to be more precise- the shirt that she used to love most on him. She smiled to herself thinking that he had kept the shirt.
She reached into the forest and started to take her clothes off before shifting into her wolf, she didn't want to ruin her clothes. Her body started to re-shape itself as she accepted the pull run through her body. A couple of seconds later she was standing in four paws looking through her wolf's eye. She gathered her clothes into her mouth and ran towards the direction of the place that calmed her all the time, the park behind the school where Tommy and her used to go before.
when she reached the park she shifted back into her human form and put the shirt back on with the shorts, she walked to one of the big old swings that were on the left corner of the park. she sat there and started to sway across the air thinking of her life. how messed up was she? she almost got raped, she couldn’t be with her mate,and she was one of the biggest whores in town; life couldn't get any better. her brown hair played with the air, flowing into her face and dancing in the wind, she truly was at peace in this park. she closed her eyes and inhaled the air, all the memories that happened in this ark came to her mind: her first kiss, playing with Tommy on the playground, looking at the stars with him. all those memories were the ones that gave her strength every day to keep on living and not kill herself.
“so beautiful” she heard someone whisper. she opened her eyes in shock and look to the left to see Tommy standing beside  the swing, his eyes never left hers and she was being pulled into them.
she jumped out of the swing and walked to the slide. “what do you want?” she asked him.
“answer i want answers” she heard him say from behind her.
“what kind of answers” she sighed, she knew this was going to come. she might as well tell the truth, she couldn’t hold it in anymore anyways. “why did you call me?” he said
she slid down from the slide and looked at Tommy who was standing in front of her blocking her to move. “because i needed help obviously as you saw” she retorted to him
“no, i mean why did you call ME” she shrugged her shoulders and started playing with the tips of her hair. “you were the first person that came into my mind, and since you say i am your mate you would’ve come save me in a heartbeat”
“god damn it Dia, at least look at me when i talk to you” he demanded. she looked up to him and raised her eyebrow “happy?”
“please” he said lowering his head to her face “please, be honest. are you my mate?” he asked touching her cheek with his left hand. she sighed into his touch and closed her eyes enjoying the touch of his soft hand on her swollen cheek.
“why doest it matter? I'm no good for you, just look at me! I'm a mess. even if i am, i don't deserve you” she sobbed and pulled his hand away from her face. “you didn't answer my question. are. you. my mate?”
“YES, YES I AM. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?” she screamed at him, here eyes red and swollen from the tears that were leaking from her face. she wiped them away and tried to push Tommy away but he stood still kike a rock. “can you move. i want to go”
that seemed to knock Tommy from his dream and he pulled her from the slide and to stand pressed against him. “you are not going anywhere. you are my mate, why didn't you just tell me earlier. why did you break up with me. why Dia? why did you break my heart?” he asked her directly in the eye.
“you don’t deserve me, I'm a disgrace to the werewolf community. i don't deserve someone as wonderful as you. i-i have a secret that i am ashamed of. i. i am not capable to hold children. i am infertile, i don't deserve your love if i cant even get pregnant. it’s better if you find someone else and fall for them, they may not be your mate but you will be better off” she cried to him, holding the front of his shirt in her little fists.
he looked at her with wide eyes, not because of disgust, bu because she thought she wouldn't love him if she couldn’t bare their pups. was she stupid, how could he not love her because of that. and on top of all he wanted him to find someone else. rage took over his whole body and he grabbed her chin and brought those sweet little pink lips to his.
as soon as their lips connected fireworks went off between their bodies, they hadn’t kissed since Dia had shifted and this was the most awesome feeling in the world for either. it started as a gentle brush of their lips, but it soon turned into an urgent kiss. he licked her bottom lip asking for entrance, this made Dia gasp in pleasure and Tommy took the chance to plunge into her. their kiss was as old as the beginning of the earth, just as primal as monkey, and just as necessary as air to their lungs.
dia finally pulled away from his god-given lips to breath, her breath was coming out in short pants and he mouth was already missing the feeling. Tommy wasted no time and he started to kiss her swollen cheek and trail kisses down her jaw and to her neck.
Dia had to hold onto his arm to keep standing up. when Tommy reached the one spot where her shoulder met her neck Dia gasped “Tommy” she whimpered to him. the need of him increased even more just as he kissed that spot over and over. “please.... just... please Tommy” she gasped closing her eyes succumbing into the pleasure of his lips into her skin.
“mine” he growled and with that he sank his teeth into that spot. the pleasure that the pain gave her was indescribable. she panted and moaned feeling him break her flesh and leave a mark there. a mark that would tell every wolf that she belonged to Tommy. just that bite had her falling off the cliff, a cliff from unimaginable pleasure.
she resurfaced from the little world she was in as Tommy started to lick the bite to heal. she was pure jelly in his arms and that pleased Tommy. now she could not run from her. it was funny and unreal how after all that she did to him, he still loved her and now he knew that she did all that from the fear of him not accepting her just as he was. she truly wasn't that heartless if she thought of him before herself. “i love you Dia, please do not ever run away from me. remember this forever: i do not car if you can’t bare my children. i still love you regardless and it will break my heart if you leave me” he whispered into her ear, all the Love he felt for her flowing out of his words.
“Tommy, Tommy. i-i love you too Tommy” she gasped against his neck. “ i won’t run Tommy, i promise”
at that moment Dia knew that all would be OK, she had an amazing mate that loved her no matter what and he would not trade her for anyone else. even if she couldn't bear any pups, she knew that they would face that in the future but now it just mattered that she was finally able to be with the man she loved. she was finally happy. finally the heartless women had died and the old Dia was back.
i liked writing this tory but i'm not an experienced writer so if you have any comments about or f you want to help it make sense a little (if it doesnt make sense) feel free to. i just love werewolfs :) thank you for giving me this chance :D