You're the only thing that kept me here so long-TVD Klausxreader

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(Y/N)'s POV

Sobs tore out of my throat, tears ran down my face, and I was doubled over, kneeling on the roof of my apartment complex. Why did life hurt so much? If people really were meant to do things, if everyone had a destiny, then why did so many suffer so much they never made it to their fate? I knew this was my last night, I wasn't needed by anyone. They'd be thrilled I was gone. I stumbled closer to the edge, and pulled out my phone for my last goodbyes.

Dad, I love you. Even if you never wanted me. Good bye. Send. Elena, I love you like a sister, I'm so glad you cleared up that it wasn't mutual. Good bye forever. My body will be found by morning. Send. I reread and sent the notes I saved in my phone for when this day came. Only one person left. This one was the only one who I would call. He deserved that much.

I scrolled down my contacts. Klaus. Call. The phone rang a few times, before he answered, his smooth voice saying, ¨Hello darling. ¨ I said, sniffling back my tears, ¨Klaus. I love you, more than anything you know that, right? ¨

He seemed to pause, confused, before answering, ¨Yes, I love you too, sweetheart. What's wrong? ¨I let out a sob, and said, ¨I just wanted to make sure you knew that. You're the only reason I made it this long. Good bye Klaus. This is the half hour before I die. you I'm only waiting so I can die on the exact moment of the exact day I was born."

I hung up the phone, setting it on the brick as it sprang to life with texts and calls of the people who I had thought of as family pleading as I stepped onto the ledge. A few moments passed, as I stared down to my death, thirty moments passed in a blink, as I finally worked up the nerve. Sobs shook me, and I whimpered lowly as I moved closer, and jumped off of the edge. I squeezed my eyes shut, a slight yelp escaping me as I plummeted.
A flash of pain went through my body, and everything started fading to black as I felt blood pooling around me, and heard the cries of five people, all sounding heartbroken. At that moment it seemed like nothing made sense. Why would I want this? Why would this hurt them? My thoughts grew more sluggish, and I felt someone lift my head, pressing something to my mouth, filling it with a thick, oozing liquid. I automatically swallowed, on instinct. A jolt seemed to go through me, and I felt consciousness returning, bones and flesh melding. I felt the blackness encroaching on me again. This time it was sleep, and even though it would fix nothing, I submitted to it, and fell into sleep.

I woke up, and sat up, confused momentarily about what was going on. My body was stiff, my eyes were itchy, and my eyelids felt like they weighed a hundred pounds. My head was pounding, and once I recalled what had happened, I was overwhelmed with a sense of shame, fear, and heartache. I shifted on the bed, and the springs squealed under me. There was a flash of wind, and Klaus, Rebeccaa, Elijah, Damon, and Caroline were all standing at the end of the bed. Their facial expressions were all difficult to read, before Rebecca burst, tears streaking down her face, as she pulled me into a tight hug, asking me, ¨What the hell happened, (Y/N)?¨

Elijah asked in a voice that was hurt, ¨You are a part of this family, and I don't yet know what drove you to such lengths, but please know that we would all be extremely upset were anything to happen to you. If you ever feel like that again, please come to one of us before you do something that can't be reversed. ¨ He hugged me tightly, kissing my forehead lightly before he left me to be crushed by Rebecca. She released me after a few more moment's, and said to me, ¨I will expect an explanation later, but for now I'll let the others speak to you.¨ She retreated to the edge of the room with Elijah, and Caroline and Damon hugged me, saying a few words, worry and anger blurring in them, before they edged away. Klaus swept me into a hug, breathing in deeply, and whispered into my hair, ¨Dont you dare try anything like that again! If I lost you, I would have no reason to live.¨

My eyes were filled with tears, and when Klaus pulled away, they asked me to tell them what had happened. I sighed and told them, ¨It was my birthday yesterday, as I'm sure you knew. I went to see my dad, he yelled at me when I got there, telling me I was a mistake, I wasn't his daughter, that I was a self centered whore like my mother. He said such hurtful things, telling me that he wished I had never been born, or that I had died as a baby, and even that my mother had had a miscarriage. He threw beer bottles at me and hit me before I got out of there. I left the house crying, and went to Elena, hoping she would help me. When I got there, she told me to leave, and that she wished we had never been friends. Now that I think about it, I think it may have been Kathrine, but I didn't think about that at the time. I left, and called Caroline, Bonnie, Rebecca, even Matt. They all had their phones turned off, and it became too much. I've been suffering with depression since Freshman year, when my mom died, and this was the last string.¨

They were all silent, before Klaus and Damon zipped out of the room, and I heard things breaking before Damon and Klaus agreed from across the hall, the doors open, that they would hunt down Kathrine, before finding my dad. Rebecca Joined them, and said if they wanted a piece of my father they need to reach him before she killed him. She assured them they had some time, though, as she wanted to torture him first. They disappeared, and Caroline hugged me, smoothing my hair while Elijah said he was going to get me something. Caroline called after him that my Starbucks drink an iced chai tea latte, and to get me some cake pops. I stayed silent, head buried in Caroline's shoulder.

She patted my shoulder, before I was pulled to Klaus, and he kissed me. I hadn't realized he was still here. He pulled away after a moment, and said to me before he disappeared,¨I love you (Y/N).¨

Caroline held me again, before my family came to ensure I was okay. Not my dad, or any of the others who claimed the title but didn't live up to it. My real family, Alarick, and Stafan, and Elena, and Bonnie, and Elijah, and Kai, and Lizzie Forbes, and Jeremy, and Kol, and Marcel, and Caroline, and later on, Rebecca, and Klaus and Damon. My family, the ones who I loved and they loved back.


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