turn ons

chapter-30

Felix eyes stared at the back of the one walking just 5 steps ahead of him with chan along his side who kept blabbering on and on like he didn't give a damn about not recieving anything other than silent replies from hyunjin which wasn't anything unusual judging from the dinamic of their polar opposite friendship but still something deep inside felix head shamelessly wished to hear just a mere whisper from the delicate mouth of the other who barely uttered a word to him since the morning as if he was teasing his whole existence just by locking away the voice more gentle and silvery than the chirping of the few birds sitting on the tress, and felix was eager to know why..,the sigh left his mouth turning into white fog escaping with the cold air around him as he finnally teared his gaze away from hyunjin and continued walking and trying not to trip on the many big stones in his way that also indicated the fact that they were close to their destination of the said waterfall that the birthday boy "I.n" was still going on about with changbin infront of him.

"If I fall and break my elbow do you think he'll text me back?" Jisung asked deep in thoughts

"Prolly not"

Jisung huffed with a slight pout, his eyes on the ground clearly not interested in any of it and felix couldn't help but notice how he didn't put on as much makeup like he usually does, just a little lip gloss and a little concealer to avoid the gloomy look creeping on his face, like he didn't have anyone to impress here ...more than a day had passed without getting an update from Minho and this time even felix himself couldn't bring himself to utter a word of comfort in the behalf of his brother to jisung not when he looked at him every now and then whenever a notification popped on felix phone with his eyes filled with a sense of desperation and hope for it to be the one he wanted it to be and it almost made felix feel sick in the stomach with anger and disappointment towards his own brother ignorant actions.

"Don't trip, won't want to post a broken nose on your insta"

Jisung rolled his eyes, giving a tired smile"piss off, it should be you falling in someone's arms, just because i didn't pinch your ass doesn't mean i didn't witness you and him in the kitchen getting all-"

"Shut up before I make yo-" before the sentence could roll off his tongue, felix felt sudden pain in his feet followed by his body flying down infront in a instant barely giving him any time as he tried to grab onto jisungs shoulder only to get a hand full of air and crushed hope of being saved, like his usual reflex to dealing with problems he just closed his eyes and just dived into it already feeling the blue bruises forming even before his skin could make a contact with the bumpy ground filled with rocks

"Fuck!" But before he can fall face first and need a urgent nose job in the middle of a damn forest, a rough hand suddenly wrapped around his waist before pulling his body back in a way too gentle for felix to even acknowledge it in the moment of rush and with that felix collided with a hard wall or thats what it felt like when he was pushed into it roughly and protectively, unlike the gentle save that feeling in felix hands was far different when he grabbed onto the shoulders of the other..it was more hard and unfamiliar for him but he was too out in shock with the adrenaline still rushing in his veins taking longer than it should for him to recover from the moment that almost registered in the top most embarrassing moments list of the year for felix and he couldn't help but whisper out.

"Hyunjin i-"

Oh...

The dry rosy lips of felix parted in a strange silence right when his eyes finnally looked up  to find changbins gaze looking at him with those dark widened eyes in obviouse suprise, the reflection of felix so easily visible in his eyes like staring down in a clear pond, somehow whispering of how closely he was standing or holding felix if it were to be blunt and it finally dropped like a stone down the moutain for felix when he realised of what it was that held his waist for longer than he wanted to count on his finger, of what was that warming feeling that blew on his face in the disguise of changbins heavy breathing..it wasn't the one he thought it was...and without even acknowledging the pink hue spraying over the others cheek felix body retreated before his mind could comprehend the situation clearly, his boot thumping few steps back almost tripping over another rock but it was till he caught the eyes of everyone looking towards them and if only his eyes were to only focuse on them instead of searching for a certain someone in a distance because the drop in his stomach was sickening when he finally saw him...