turn ons

Chapter-28

The pain dripped down jisung cheeks as he clenched the phone in his hands, glossy eyes staring at the screen showing the 20 unanswered attempts of contacting the person he waited for the whole ride to the motel in the woods which he barely knew about, surrounded with many trees and wild flowers blooming for him to gaze and admire for but not when his heart felt so heavy that the beauty of the flowers seemed to be mocking his misery by blooming so freely while he was just sitting there grieving like a dying flower waiting for the one to finnally notice his suffering and drown him with all that he craved... much of a time had passed since he ignored everything, sitting on the big empty bench while the others talked to the owner of the motel, sighing he didn't bother to acknowledge the presence of his bestfriend walking over with two cans of drinks.

"You know damn well it's not worth missing him when I'm totally available."felix pressed the cold can to jisung cheek, pulling him back to reality

"Go away."

"Nope" he slumped down beside him, ignoring jisung glares while poping his diet coke, taking a big gulp

"Take a hint you dumb-ass" jisung gritted his teeth at him, begging him with eyes for some personal space

"Yes! Take a hint jisung, we're literally bound together with that thing...uh yeah the red string shit, plus I'm the hotter twin" He smiled like a fool at him almost on purpose and jisung couldn't help but huff at his audacity

"Idiot...he's more good looking.." he mumbled out, biting his lower lip afterwards, eyes going back on the black screen of his phone, that single grain of hope still waiting silently

"Hmph, only to you" felix didn't strech out the teasing, sipping on his drink peacefully taking in the the nature around him

"He called you didn't he?"

Felix froze in the moment as jisungs words reached his ears, the cold can still touching his parted lips and suddenly the fresh air become too heavy for him, his gaze didn't dare lifting up from the wild winter flowers bloomed infront of him, knowing jisungs eyes were on him all while knowing what went behind his back and felix could only feel the guilt making the sweet flavour on his tongue bitter, it was useless to hide it now, he lowered the can of soda, placing it in the arm rest as he sighed at his defeat.

"He got stuck with some emergency..I asked but he didn't say anything about it.."

Jisung smiled out but it was anything out of joy or even pretend "as always.."

"But he'll come. I know him that well atleast, not now but he will." Felix gave him a small smile of hope

"He better come.." jisung said, almost crushing the can in his hands and felix could only wish a less painful recovery for his hyung

"Btw...are you and hyunjin close?"

The out of blue question almost flustered felix as he stuttered out "w-what?"

Jisung stared at felix face for a while, the words of questions sitting on his tongue before he chose to shrugg and got up"nothing, let's go they must've started checking in

Felix watched as jisung got up, heading inside like he didn't just raise his heartbreak with a single question.."fucking hell..."

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"Then he didn't even kiss me after that" chan said while pouting as he told the bus incident out loud in the living room where they all sat with their unopened luggages

"That's good then, i wanna witness you guys first kiss" jeongin giggled, laying on the couch with his head on felix lap and who scrolled through his messages mostly from his teammates