•Imagines•

××Insecure××

Song: Truly, Madly, Deeply by One Direction

(Trevor Moran imagine)

Third Person's P.o.v.

Y/n was never popular, she wasn't the most beautiful, she didn't have the perfect body, perfect hair, perfect face or perfect everything. Or at least that's what she thought. She was just a normal girl, she was pretty but to herself she could never understand why Trevor Moran would ever want to be her boyfriend. But to Trevor she was everything, he thought she was the most beautiful girl in the world and he never understood how she could ever love him. He was always so self conscious when it came to Y/n. He'd always ask her "Do you love me?" her responce every time was the same thing. "How could I not love you Trev? You're my everything." She always said it with the biggest smile too. Trevor was always afraid to lose Y/n, every time he'd see a guy looking at her, he'd pull her close to him by the waist and kiss the top of her head. He thought Y/n was too perfect and she deserved better than him. He'd always tell her that she was perfect, that he loves her, that he can't live without her. She didn't understand why he was always telling her this. She thought that he's perfect, she loves him and she knows she couldn't ever live without him.

Once when Trevor said "I love you." Y/n said. "I love you too." Trevor frowned and told Y/n. "Tell me you love me, but don't say too" Y/n was so confused but she did as he said. Trevor thought that if someone said 'I love you too' it was as if they were just repeating what he was saying but not meaning what they said. Trevor needed to know that Y/n loves him and she means it, although he'd never tell her that. One day Y/n decided to go for a walk because she needed to get away. She felt that Trevor was clinging to her constantly. It's not that she didn't love him or want him around but she needs space every now and then. She put on a sweater and was heading for the front door.

"Hey Y/n where ya going?" Trevor pops his head out of the kitchen door and Y/n sighs.

"For a walk." She sighs and he smiles.

"Sounds good I'll come too." Trevor grins and Y/n tries not to groan.

"I feel like having some peace and quiet." She tries to hint that she wants to be alone and he furrows his eyebrows.

"Yeah, well we can walk down to the lake it's quiet and peaceful there." He smiles.

"Yeah but I feel like being alone." Y/n continues trying to hint to him nicely because she doesn't want to hurt him and he nods sadly.

"Oh..okay, I guess I'll just watch a movie while you're gone or something." He looks at the ground sadly and Y/n frowns.

"I'll be back soon Trev." She says and he nods.

"I love you." He mumbles and Y/n smiles.

"I love you." She shuts the door behind herself and Trevor stares at the door longingly.

He can't help but wonder why she wanted to leave so suddenly. Was she running away? No you idiot she didn't take any bags with her. Maybe she's trying to figure out a way to break up with me. F*ck I hope she's not breaking up with me, I did everything I could for her. Maybe she deserves better and maybe she realized that. Maybe she was just going for a walk, but she seemed so frustrated. Did I make her mad? Did I do something wrong? F*ck I knew I should've just bought that shirt she liked at the mall yesterday. She kept saying no, but her eyes were pleading me to buy that shirt, F*CK! Maybe she just doesn't love me anymore. I mean why would she? Look at me I'm nothing compared to her and she's everything. Suddenly the front door opens and Trevor's thoughts are cut short. How long have I been thinking? She's already back. He thinks to himself. He looks over at the clock and his eyes widen. He's been thinking for two whole hours and that's long for him.