•Imagines•

××Same Mistakes××

Song: Same Mistakes by One Direction

(Alfie Deyes imagine)

Y/n P.o.v.

"It's always the same thing with you Alfie!" I sigh and he frowns. He's done it again! Does he ever know when to stop hurting the people he loves?

"I know please just let me make it up to you." He pleads but I shake my head. I can't keep doing this ongoing process, it's no longer a relationship its like a re-run on t.v. it just happens again and again. I'm tired of living like this, he's not only hurting me but himself too.

"I can't keep forgiving you! This isn't the first time you've done something like this Alfie! Circles! We keep going in circles Alfie." I huff and his frown deepens. "I can't keep doing this with you Alfie. This isn't the life I want to live and you know I'm right." I frown and his eyes widen. He steps towards me and reaches out to touch my cheek but I back away from him.

"Please don't do this, I need you in my life. You're the only one for me and I can't lose you. I'll change for you and Ill do anything for you please my love." He begs and I bite my lip, holding back tears.

"We play all the same old games and we wait for the end to change and we take it for granted that we'll be the same but we're making all the same mistakes." I say and a tear slips down his cheek.

"Maybe if we face up to this we can make it through this closer, maybe we'll be closer stronger than we were before, yeah make this something more..." He stares into my eyes with his own bloodshot eyes and I sigh.

"Yeah, that's what crazy is when it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix and you pray that everything will be okay while you're making all the same mistakes." I let a tear slip down my cheek as I stare at the floor.

"So you're just going to give up on us?" Alfie asks and I frown.

"I'm not giving up on us Alfie, I'm just tired of the games you play and my heart that you broke needs to mend." My lip trembles and I look up at Alfie quickly. I wish I didn't because I just want him to hold me in his arm like everything's going to be okay even though it isn't.

"Can I have one last kiss?" He asks and I shake my head. "Please?" He pleads and I sigh.

He grabs my face in his hands and presses his lips against mine. I feel all the love in this kiss mixed with our tears. As soon as I pull away I wish my lips could be back on his. He doesn't even open his eyes, he just stands there and cries to himself. It kills me to hear the last thing he says because he never told me this. "I love you Y/n I'm so sorry my love..." He whispers and I guess he didn't want me to hear it. I really didn't want to either and I did. As much as I love that he loves me, I also hate it because how can I believe him? He's broken me that doesn't seem like love to me. As I left his flat (as he calls it) all the memories of him and I just flood my brain. I walk away knowing that nothing would ever be the same and I could love no one as much as I love him. All of this because he keeps making the same mistakes. He lies to me about almost everything, where he's been who he was with and what he was doing. But the worst thing he did to me last year was cheat on me. I told my mother I would never stay with a man who cheated on me but with Alfie things were different. I love him and trusted him...and he never cheated on me again. But all he does is lie to me and I can't take it. All I ever gave him was my heart and all he did was break it.

*2 Years and a half later*

"Please can you watch her?" My friend El asks me and I sigh.

"Fine but only because I love having her around." I say and she grins.

"Thank you so much I owe you big time! She's in the car I'll go get her!" She grins and I chuckle.

"And what would you have done if I said no?" I ask and she shrugs.