•Imagines•

××I'm Addicted To You××

Song: Not On Drugs by Tove Lo

(Taylor Caniff imagine)

Y/n's P.o.v.

His smile
His voice
His laugh
His face
His body
His everything

I'm not on drugs I'm just in love

***

"Hey Tay!" I smile walking into his room and he looks up at me from his bed.

Taylor and I have been friends since I can remember. My parents are friends with his parents and we are all close, like family. He was like a brother to me until I turned twelve and then I started getting feelings for him. I didn't tell him because I know he doesn't like me like that and he see's me only as a sister. I thought it would be better kept as a secret because I'd get to hug him and it wouldn't be awkward or keep us apart. We even sleep in the same bed when we have sleepover. Our parents let us sleep together because they always thought we act like siblings and not lovers. Whenever we did sleep in the same bed when I'd wake up in the morning we'd both be cuddling each other. I wish I could just be his and he could be mine. We are both nineteen and out of school for now, we're planning on going to college. We both have jobs and Taylor has a girlfriend, I just hate that I like her so much. She's such a sweet, caring and loving girl. I think she is perfect for Taylor no matter how much it hurts me to see them together he deserves to be happy.

"When did you get here? I thought you guys were coming for dinner?" He asks and I shrug.

"My mom dropped me off here while our parents went shopping. I'm staying for dinner apparently." I say sitting in his bed next to him and he nods. My mom doesn't want to make dinner tonight so she told me to stay here and eat dinner.

"Okay. Well karebear is coming over for dinner. She wants to meet my parents and impress them, since we've only been dating for two months." He smiles and I fake gag at his girlfriend's nickname.

He chuckles at my reaction and I grin. "Cool! Is she bringing her brother?" I ask hopeful and Taylor frowns. Even though I am in love with Taylor I can't be with him so I have to find other guys to focus on. Karen's brother is extremely good looking and has an amazing personality, I only met him once before briefly.

"No why do you want him here anyways?" He grumbles and I blush looking away.

"No reason just asking." I shrug looking back at him and he furrows his eyebrows. I lay back on his bed and continue watching the t.v. on his desk in front of his bed. I feel my phone buzz in my pocket and I pull it out to check it.

"Hey! I heard u were asking for my bro Huh?" -Karebear

Aw, he told Karen for me that's so sweet! I look up at Taylor to see him glaring at the television and I frown. What's up with him?

"Haha maybe..." -Y/n

"Well I'll bring him just for u ;)" -Karebear

"Thanks!" -Y/n

"Tay can you drive me to my house?" I ask shoving my phone back in my pocket.

"Yeah sure. Why?" He asks curiously and I grin.

"You'll see just hurry the hell up!" I squeal a little and he chuckles. If I can't get Taylor I hope I can get Karen's brother, I need something good to come out of this dinner.

***

I quickly grab my tight black dress out of my closet and head to the bathroom to get dressed. I brush my teeth and hair first so I don't dirty my dress. I strip my clothes off re-apply my deodorant and pull on my black dress over my head. It has two openings on the side and stops a little bit above mid thigh, it hugs all my curves. I apply some eyeliner and mascara carefully. I put on some black wedge high heels and step out of the bathroom watching my feet so I don't trip. I walk downstairs locking my front door as I get outside and head out to Taylor's car which is parked out front. He looks up from his phone seeing me walking towards the car his jaw drops and I get into the car. I chuckle at his reaction and he blushes biting his lip. He continues to stare at me all over and I start to feel uncomfortable.