Inside

Stares

You were sitting in front of me
Closing those eyes, wanting to sleep
You're one of the least person I wanted to see
Because I look at you as my enemy

I hated you a lot
You drink, you smoke, I hated that
You are a badboy I know
So childish, when will you grow?

I never looked at you again
Even if my neck was in pain
I closed my eyes, I'm in vain
To sleep until you go is what I aim

But then the ride is too long
My want to open my eyes is too strong
I distracted myself by my phone
But I can't concentrate not until you're gone

Then my eyes accindentally flew
To someone that I hate which is you
I was shocked the time I caught
Your eyes looking at me I thought

You started avoiding my gaze
And then I suddenly covered my face
Then I remembered something that makes me unhappy
That starring at me looks like you're hobby

I tried to look at you again
And I caught you starring at me and then
I saw your eyes, full of sadness
But still those eyes are the finest

I know its awkward, you starring at me
But those stares makes me fall asleep
Those eyes makes me want to fall so deep
And that thought gives me creeps

You closed your eyes and looked away
You grabbed your hair, I started to pray
You stomped your feet and walked away
Then the skies turned to gray

Those sadness in your eyes
Are my fault I realized
Tears started to drop from my eyes
While remembering all my lies