Always and Forever

cameron

i got home from school and went right to my room.  i ploppeed down on my bed and stared straight at the ceiling still taking in what happened between me and cam. after practice he met up with me outside the school. he hugged me hello and walked me home. while we walked, we shared  somethings about our selves and told jokes. he's actually really funny! and the way his eyes sparkle when he smiles. ugh. his smile. its so perfect. perfectly white and stright. its perfect. he's perfect. he's so sweet and he makes me happy. he makes me totally forget about the whole matt thing. well sorta. anyway i just can't get over how many times he called me beautiful. ugh just thinking about it makes me blush. like how could someone like him think I'm beautiful. I'm average. he's perfect. my thoughts were interrupted by my phone making a loud buzzing sound on my desk. i opened the text realizing it was from a number i didn't recognize but it was obviously cam. i quickly made the contact name "cam😍💘" and replied

*texting cam* 

(J=jenna)

cam😍💘: hey is this jenna?

j: yep. is this cam?

cam😍💘: sure is cutie😜😉

j: 😂 whats up?

cam😍💘: nothing much😬

j: same😉

cam😍💘: hey i wanted to ask you something...

j: sure what was it?

💬

cam😍💘: do you wanna hang out this friday? go for a nice dinner or something?

j: are you asking me out on a date?😏😂

cam😍💘: if thats what you wanna call it I'm cool with that😉

j: 😂😂 of course i would go on a "date" with you. this friday you said?

cam😍💘: correct👍

j: sure thing☺️💕 see you then pretty boy😂💘

cam😍💘: can't wait gorgeous😍❤️ bye

j: bye😜💘💕

**end of convo**

i clicked off my phone and just sat there, yet again, contemplating everything that just happened. I've scored a date with one of the hottest guys in school. and i think he likes me too! oh i can't wait. i also can't wait  anylonger to start my homework or else ill be doing it till i leave for school tomorrow. i got out my books and started my first sheet of homework when my phone buzzed. i looked at it hoping it was cam again but i was wrong. it was matt.

matt: hey where were you after practice today? i didn't see you.

i started typing but i decided i wouldn't. it wasn't worth the heartache. so i put down my phone again. it started buzzing like crazy. text after text read 

"are you okay?" 

"where are you?"

"are you safe?"

"are you home?"

"HELLO?"

"JENNA PLEASE ANSWER!"

"aright fine don't answer. I'm coming over."

and that was the last one. all the sudden my heart started pounding out of my chest, my face got hot and my palms started to sweat. i almost felt scared to see matt. i don't want to see him. i decided i would answer his text so he wouldn't come over.

"oh hey sorry. i was in the other room. yeah I'm fine. cam walked me home. I figured you were with bobby so i told cam and he walked me home. you don't have to come over. I'm fine." is what i sent. he didn't respond.