Always and Forever

the call to reality... and tour?

matt sweetly kissed me back and it was the best kiss i have ever had. it wasn't rushed, it wasn't sloppy, it was sweet and meant for remembering. it was so much better than camerons. his was sweet but matts was sweeter. now i know who I'm really in love with.

"wow." matt said as we pulled away.

"what?" i said blushing.

"jenna, you don't know how long I've waited to do that and now that I've don't it..." i started getting scared before he even finished the sentence.

"...it was everything id imagine it to be." i relaxed. it was everything i imagined it to be and more. i thought to myself.

"really? what was the more part?" he asked me. crap! did i say that out loud?

"yep. and that too!!" he said.

"oh haha." i said awkwardly.

"well, what was the more part?" he asked again. i started blushing again and i looked at my feet.

"um... it was perfect and it was with you. i... i really love you matt. and when you kiss someone you really love, its like nothing else in the world. everything around you stops and the only thing your focused on is the other person. and thats how it just felt. everything i wanted and more." i responded. my eyes met with his and once again his eyes glazed with tears. he put his hand on my cheek and wiped a tear that had fallen from my eye. he smiled at me and brought me into one of his warm hugs i loved so much.

"i love you too jenna. more than I've ever loved anyone." i wanted to stay like this forever. i didn't want to go back to reality. cam and school and gym- wait... CAM OMFG. i quickly pulled away from the hug and i could tell matt knew why because we had the same expression.

"CAMERON!!!" we said simotaniously. we quickly ran over to the table. i grabbed my things and thanked him for the great night.

"look cam youre a great guy and all and i appreciate the time you gave to me but what ever happened last night between you and bobby won't happen with me so yeah I'm sorry. but have a great meal!" i said to him. matt and i linked arms and walked to his terribly parked car. i guess he was really in a rush to see me!!

"matt, could i just stay at your house tonight?" i asked. i didn't feel like going home especially since my parents would be out late after their date, and i really wanted to spend time with matt. after the whole fight thing i think it could be useful.

"yeah sure its fine. do you want to borrow clothes or we could stop at your house?"

"ill just borrow clothes. I'm too lazy to run up and down my stairs to get stuff!!" i responded. i love how comfortable i am with matt. i mean i don't even have to worry about what i say or how i look because i know that he loves me for me and he's seen me in my worst and best places. he's always been there for me. theres never i time i don't remember him not being there to either help me or comfort me or just flat out being there. he's seen me win first place and come in last. he's seen me fall on my face and stand straight up. he's made me laugh and he's made me cry. he's seen me cry and he's seen me laugh. he's always been there and I'm so thankful for that.

the whole rest if the ride to his house, i told him how the whole time i was with cam i kept thinking about him and how cam was being really rude at dinner. and then he told me how bobby was nothing like me and how rude she was the whole time he was dating her. all she wanted was someone she could put on her snapchat and instagram. he said the whole time he was with her the more wished it were me because then we would actually do something together.

we arrived at his house and we went to his room. he handed me a football shirt that said Espinosa on the back and a pair of sweat pants. i went to the bathroom to change and when i walked back to matts room he was changed as well. we sat down on his bed just to talk a bit more.