Ready For love

Ride or Die's

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Bree p.o.v

I woke up to the sounds of my phone going off. I grabbed it. It Read Twinning!. Omg!"Hello?"

"Bree'ann! Where are you! Its 10:30! We have school tomorrow!" Craig yelled at me.

"I over slept! I'm on my way! Be there less then ahhh crap." I said as I fell. I was trying to put my socks and bottoms on at the same time and trip. I sighed. "Less than 10min!" I said and hung up.. "Ray... Ray.." I shook him. He was out cold.. "Ray baby, get up. You gotta take me home." I pushed him. This boy is a deep sleeper dang! I kissed him and he immediately kissed back smiling.

"I heard your conversation, I was up the whole time."

"When did you get up?!" I said straping my bra on.

"When I heard this big thump hit my floor."

"Oh, well get up! I need to go to school tomorrow!"

"Can't you just stay the night?!" He said sliding some boxers on. "My house is closer to the campus anyways."

"If I did that I think I wouldn't be able to stay awake. Sorry baby." I said pinching his cheeks.

He threw some basket ball shorts on, nike socks, nike sandals, and a black Trill beanie and grabbed his keys. "Whatever, you ready?"

"Yea." I said grabbing my things.

10min later.

We pulled up to my house. "Goodnight Bree."

"Night Ray, and by the way you look cute with your hair unbraided." I said.

[6 months ]

It was christmas break and I just finished my final. I got my coat on and got in my car. Craig must still be taking his. I decides to surprise Ray since I got out early. We've been really close, yet distant.

Like during the school day we barely speak, but comes the weekend we talk like we never have before. I promised him I'd spend the week with him.

I pulled up to his house and saw this nice blue charger. It was cute. He must have one of his guy friends over.

I unlocked the door with my key. Yes, he gave me a key. "Ray boo, I'm here." I said. No noise, wait I take that back. I heard squeaks as in bed squeaks. I heard moans and groans. This nigga better be watching some loud ass good sound effectporn. I grabbed a knife, just incase I gotta fuck some bitches up..

I took my coat and jewelry off. Sat my purse down and took my shoes off. I rolled my sleeves up. I slowly walked upstairs. I gently pressed my ear to the door. " Fuck Ray!" Hell naw.

I unlocked the door and ran in. "B-Bree! Hey ba-"

"Save the crap Ray!" I looked over at the girl. "Jamie?!" Jamie was new to our crew, and a hoe.

She smirked. "My bad boo, he likes it my way better." She got the wrong one today. I ran towards her ready to cut this trick. But Ray pulled me back.

"Bree, I'm sooo fucking sorry! I love you girl."

"Mmm , sure you do. Have fun fucking Jamie. He's all yours boo, cut I ain't gone fight over NO man." I left it at that and quickly grabbed my belongings.

"Bree'Ann! Wait! Please!" Ray said jumping back because I swung the knife towards him. "Woah, we don't need no blood here."

"Ray, I'd advise you to leave me alone."

I walked out getting in my car. "Wait Bree Wait!!" I heard him yell as I sped off.

I parkes in my drive way and sat there. I banged my hands against the steering wheel as I yelled fuck, fuck, fuck out loud. I cried. Why did I love this boy so much. Nearly together for a year and he does this. I cried loudly. I got my stuff together and went straight to my room closing it. I pulled out 2 adhd pills. I took them. Then I rolled a blunt and played some music. Love a woman came on by Mary and Bey. I went to my brothers room and took the pack of beer, henessy, and green apple vodka and went back to my room. I drunk bottlr after bottle. Smoking my life away. Shut up by K. Michelle came on.

"This my jam!" I yelled! " I wish I could say SHUT UP unless you been through what I been through imma need you to SHUT UP!" I said stumbling over my shoes. I threw a empty bottle at my wall as Amen by k. Michelle came on next.

"K. Michhhheeelllee, yooouuu mmyyy biiiissshhh!" I yelled.. I started rapping along with her. "Forgive me for my sins, im so sorry, I've been pimpin all dese men, im so sorry, buh fuck a man, I've been through to much. Jack daniels is the only man I'll ever trustt! Bottle after bottle, I drink till I can't see no more!" I jammed along with her. I laughed. "Get bitches fuck money!" I yelled and threw another beer bottle. I blasted Fine china.

I heard yelling and banging. "Bree!!!"

"Bree dooooont livveeee heree no mooooooreee!" I yelled. I smoked and blew the smoke out in circles.

My door bursted open. "Bree! What the hell?!"

"Daddy?! Is that you?" I walked over to the figure and felt his face.. The figure walked away and went to my music and turned it off. I threw another bottle at the wall. "WHY.D YOU KILL MY VIBE! BITCH DON'T KILL MY VIBE!" I yelled charging towards the figure.

"Bree! Its Craig! You brother!"

"TWINNING!" I yelled and threw my hands up in the air. Stumbling in his arms.

"What hapoened? Why are you like this?" He sais sitting me down but I got up and danced.

I heard a song start playing! "Hey you phone! SHUT UP!" I yelled.

"Hey, I think you. should get over here. Cus she's drunk and high. Yea aight."

"Hey Craig, hey Craug! You shoould try my method! Adhd pills, a blumt, and aome some beer. Doooess the body GOOD! Weeee!" I said falling. I heard a loud knock on the door. "I gots it!" I skipped down the hall and fell down the stairs I started laughing. "WHOOOOOO IS IT?!" I sang.

"Ray!" I opened the door.

"Babycakes! You caaammmmeee to see me!" I said hugging him.

"Bree, what did you take?"

"Adhd pills, some weed and some liquor!" I threw my hands up. "I THROW MY HANDS UP IN THE AIR SOMETIMES SAYING AYO, SING WITH ME RAY!"

"Here Bree, take this, its the best pill out there." Craig said. It was blue. It read aaaddddilll. Hmm.

"Thanks for da addddilll!" I said popping them in my mouth.

2 hours later.

I woke up on the floor. What happened?! I sat up and looked around. I saw Craig, Bianca, and Ray. "GET THE FUCK OUT!" I yelled remembering what happened earlier. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed my knife.

"BREE.'ANN! What happened!?" Bianca yelled.

"I caught your manhoe brother fucking Jamie!"

"As in newbie Jamie?" Craig asked.

"Yes!" I began to cry all over again I charged towards him but Craig threw me over his shoukder making me drop the knife. " I HATE YOU RAYMOND, I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU! RIDE OR DIE? I SEE YOU'D DIE INSTEAD OF RIDE FOR ME!" Craig threw me in his bed. My emotions were off the charts..

Ray p.o.v

Sseeing Bree like that broke my heart. Yea I was fucking Jamie, I know I shouldn't have. Maybe I'm just not ready to be commited. She looked a hot.mess. I didn't expect Jamie ans Bree to surprise me. Jamie was suppose to be out of town. Bree wasnt soluppose to be out of finals till 12 after.I don't know. Seeing Bree like that made me realize that I may have just lost my first true love.