Found My Home (Bts×Reader)

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Your pov:

When I left the library I was not aware about the snowfall today it's so beautiful outside just like a beautiful dream

I love snowfall but with the snowfall it starts to become cold nights and it reminds me that I don't have people around me with whom I enjoyed the night with eating something warm and watching the favourite show

I have read things in books and i never thought I will really be in that situation i was prepared but not much

They are the group who have already shown each other ups and downs and me I am like outside who is trying to fit in home

BTS has been my comfort place from the 2019 but I have seen them coming forward in life and achieve so many things together where I was just a lost soul who found comfort in their music and voices

I have been feeling mess up since I have meet my soulmate and get to know they are my soulmate because they have been together for so long and me I am just an outside even if I think they will accept ne as their soulmate but what about their fans i am one them and i know it's going to be a difficult one

The Ethics are a product of the brain, but when the soul is overwhelmed by the mind, its sense of meaning starts to blur is what I am all feeling right now too much overwhelmed since I have met them

The army didn't even know there was one soulmate messing from their bond because they were so perfect all together if anyone is added into their bond the change in environment around them will mess up

Well and i feel the gulti of messing up the beautiful bond they have I mean I don't deserve this beautiful people they were so much good that I am scared that I will hurt them with my scares

I have heals a lot I know but they say some scares never leave you and that's true i guess

I don't even realise when I reach my drom while walking it's like a time has stopped whenever my mind is full of thought

I take a deep breath and open the door for going inside but when I put my first step in and stop at that point because i feel like a deja vu..

I see all of them present it's not look like my drom it's a different and big place jin, yoongi, and hobie is cooking something namjoon, and taehyung is talking about something settings near the dinner area and jimin and Jungkook is playing game

But when I look a little up I see myself at the setarecase looking being for seeing all of them happy together but I have suitcase beside me if I noticed her eyes then it hold only gulit and loneliness she just pass by them and they don't even notice and she just passed by me like i was not even here I see the teary eyes of her the only thing I noticed is they don't even stop her and it's like i just left

Suddenly the empty feeling hit me like a truck i just lost my balance and crashed with the floor what was that

My heart is beating so fast that it will leave me anytime how the fuck I see those why it's so much realistic why mind is working like this today first feelings like they were with me and now this illusion

They were an illusion Riya don't think much don't think much Riya breath breath it's ok

I know this is an illusion but I am still seeing them all without me being happy and together and that should not hurt but it does way much then it supposed to be the tears are coming just like the last time I am crying a lot lettly

I was not supposed to be their soulmate they deserve someone way better

Jin pov:

She cares way too much for us and somehow it's making me scared that she is way more different and unreadable for us

The age gap is big but the way she takes care of us is like she is the oldest one instead of the youngest

"Guys i think we should go and visit her right now I am having some bad feelings" suga said "me too" i said and look at other

We all are having the same feeling of something is not right "Guys one more think use mind link when it nessasory not every time we are around her ok" namjoon say and we all node

It's hard for her to communicate with us it's really good that she knows korean or else how we would communicate

I miss her a lot I hope you are okay our little princess

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But they all feel it even when they are bounded yet they know something is not right....

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Hey sweets I hope you like it it's going to be rollercoaster ride so make sure to have a suitable for staying secure

I am terrible at writing and my English is not good but hope you like this chapter

Next chapter is going to be emotional so warning you in advance

Bye bye see you in the next chapter sweets...