Found My Home (Bts×Reader)

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Next day wasn't good either I don't thought I will be alone when I wake up there was a note saying that they have to go because of they have busy day

Before I leave I also write note of apology and go back to my place my internship will be start soon with final exams but I'm feeling uneven I don't tack medicine right!

Than why I'm feeling hot and dizzy I just have chocolate milk at their place nothing else I hope what I'm thinking is not right..

I lay down on couch and stare at my phone hopping for a there message but they don't even seen my message maybe there are busy after an hour of stearing at my phone i get my book and start studying but the feeling of unwanted come over and over like damn it I don't want to think like that I'm a not a kid who want attention but at a same time I feel I need there attention

Another hours pass by but I can't remember one word from the textbook and I don't like it I feel like a lost child again and again  and this stupid feeling is giving me big headache with dizziness after another hour of struggle I shut my books

"I should focus I should focus I should not think much it's ok everything will be ok " I tell my self and tack deep breath I won't cry now it's too much I feel too much embrace after crying in front of bts like shit I was mess last night even think about last night give me chills down I hate to cry in front of someone and yesterday my biggest fear get exposed

Ok ok now stop it it's too much I'm not in mood for food but i should eat something or else I will feel more dizzy so I just cook 2min  Meggie  and eat after eating and cleaning little I go to bed I have early morning class tomorrow so I should sleep but before that I checked my phone which has 0 notification I put my phone aside and fall asleep in someone min.

Time skip :

It's been 2 days since I show them I don't have confidence to meet them I know they are busy they have lots of work I just hope they don't overworked

I feel much better then that day but now I think I overreact but again those feeling were so much real to even hide it's not like I don't try to hide but all of them being around me make me overwhelmed

I collect myself in this two days try to work on those emotion and I was awer of there working hours so I just try not to be clingi but this morning I just can't do it I was worried about there health more now I was worried about there health before knowing they are my soul mate but now it's make me more worried

So i pack some chocolates for them and writer a letter and leave that outside of there door I know i should text them but I don't know what should I say or what will I reply so I just do what I do

I was quite happy today and I have afternoon class so after leaving there place I go to my college library and find another soulmate book for reading

Sometimes I wish to go inside the book and make happy ending to all the story

I like the book first line it say "at the end of the it's just me and my soulmate people will come and go but me and my soul mate will last forever that's what I thought"

I space out to quick inside the book that I don't even realise that I had miss my class and it's already night outside 

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Jungkook pov:

2 days it's been 2 days since the we meet her and in this two days we are so much busy that we just forgot about our phones at home and don't even check it once when we come back for sleep how studip we can get I realized it's been 2 days since we talk to her and how she leave a latter at door saying don't overworked and tack care of your helth with seven chocolate boxes

I feel so much stupid for not even sending her one message all of us do that the anger , sadness I can feel all emotion at this time we all are just silent after seeing her latter "she is cute right?" Jin hyung say and all of just nod st a time "let's go inside guys it's geeting ate let's talk inside" yoongi hyung say i was not able to proocess how any of don't feel her feeling 

Wasn't she part of us we can feel eachother from the far away but her it's strange how fast she has learn to hide her feeling it's tack me and hyung to years to hide our feelings when we found out that we are soulmate

She is really something else maybe i shouldn't think much "hyung we should go to her atleast once before our concert" I said "yes baby we will go tomorrow at her place before we go to practice" namjoon hyung say and I node with pout because i feel like we are missing a big part of our life

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After a long time i have edit this Book it's been really long and I hope you all like this :)