Peacone Lane

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Black - then white - then black again.

Night - then day - but mostly night.

And here I am.

Finally here. My home. It's right around the corner - I can practically smell it. My fingers tingle with excitement. I round the corner and glance at the paper again.

This is it. It's the right address.

Then why isn't there a home here?
Where's the yard and the wooden house with the sprinkler?

Why is there a grocery store where my house use to be?

"Excuse me!" I say as I step inside the AC air. The cashier looks up.
"Hi. Um this was supposed to be a house. Do you know where that house is?" I show him the slip of paper.

"Peacone Lane 4972?" He says looking up.

I nod eagerly.
"Um ma'am you're standin' in it." He gestures around with his arms.

"No no I think you're wrong. There was a house here. Not a grocery store." I wrinkle my nose.

"This has always been here. No house ever been built here." The cashier leans against the counter.
I notice his hair is super greasy and in need of a shower.

"When was this store built?" I say, snatching the paper back.

"1932. It's on the sign." He points his thumb out the window and his eyes droop lazily.

1932? No. No. I wasn't 80. And this is where I lived. I think. This is the only address I remember.

It's one of the few things I actually remember.

And so I stomp out into the heat and sit on a bench. And I decide whether I'm living on the streets or on the roofs because there is no way I'm leaving without finding that house.

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