My Five Heroes (One direction fanfic)

Chapter 3: Mexican Scary Movies

"What movie do you want to see Angie?"asked Liam while he took all the movies the guys had which were a lot of them.

"Whatever You Guys Want, I can even handle scary movies! " I exclaim proudly.

"Really Now ?" He raised an eyebrow at me with a smirk.

"Umm ... Yes." I hesitated. When they smirk it really isn't a good sign ...

He must of noticed my worry and scared expression because he grabbed my hand but I quickly jerked away.

"It's okay love, you're save in here. Nothing will happen. I promise." He softly responded to my action.

I stared at him for a bit before nodding slowly .

The rest of them were staring at me with sympathy .

I look away and say "Can I go to the bathroom ?"

"Yeah, Of course. It's down that hallway to the left, before entering the kitchen."

I nodded and speed walked there, once I found it I shut the door and let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding .
I close my eyes for a bit, trying to calm my racing heart.

This is different, I tell myself.

They won't do any harm.

I open my eyes and stare at the ceiling.

Are the gifts a way of making me feel safe with them so then later on they can hurt me ?

I swallow down my tears as I come up with ideas of how they're gonna hurt me.

Would they think I'm a freak if they see my scars ? Or are they gonna make fun of me for how fat I am ?

I raise up my shirt and stare at my stomach. A few scars are there, there were more than this but as the time passed and some gel cream Samantha put on they were fading.

I look at my wrist; all the evidence of my attempts of committing suicide are there.

Only 2 times and in those 2 times, Sam stopped me once and this girl who I befriended stopped me too.

I didn't even get to cut deep enough before they both stopped me.

The girls name was Yarely, she was one of the girls there who was actually nice to me until she got transferred to another adoption home which was a week after she arrived where I was.

I was sad because she was my only friend my age.

I didn't even realize I was crying until the tears fell on my wrist.

"Angela ? Are you okay ? You've been there for quite the time." Louis said as he knocked on the door.

"Uh ..." I sniffle "Yes, I'll be out in a sec- second."

"Okay." He quietly responded .

I walk to the mirror and stare at my reflection; my eyes were red and starting to get puffy .

How long have I been crying ?

I blow my nose with a tissue and splash some water in my face.

I dry my face, put my best fake smile I can manage and walk out.

Harry's POV

"What movie do you want to see Angie?" Liam asked Angela as he scanned through our big collection of movies .

"Whatever You Guys Want, I can even handle scary movies! " She exclaim proudly.

Which made me smile. I looked at the lads and they were smiling too.