Recap:
I'm sorry you had to go through this, but look at you ; you are strong, if that was me i would of killed myself" i said
"I'm not strong.. i cut .. ive tried to kill myself.. i would call myself pathetic.." she started crying
"No,no you arent pathetic. I understand that that was the only thing you thought was the solution" I said
"Yeah.. but you know what.? I'm not going to think about it right now, I want to be happy so I'll try" she said
"Yes, try to be happy" He tells her, she hugs him and they hug for a while. the bell rings ; damn its been 40 minutes already.
"Let's go to lunch" I look at Angela ; she looks uneasy.. I wonder why.
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(Angela's POV)
We start waking to the lunch room , god how am I suppose to pretend I'm not anorexic.? Maybe I should tell them , they already know my past & that I cut.. & they didn't judge me .. So .. Yeah I should
"Guys , hold up" I stop , they look at me with confused looks
"I-I .. I'm .. An-Anorexic.." I look anywhere but them
"What is Anorexic.?" Ahtziri asked
"A eating disorder.." Omar told her & I blushed
"Oh.." She looked at me sympathetically
I wanted to tell her to stop looking at me like that but I don't want to be rude , especially to her .
"Mhm.."
"Um.. I'm sorry but I'm starving , can you at least try .? Or just come sit with us.?" Omar said
"Uh.. I don't think it's a good idea if I try to eat here.. But I'll go sit with you guys." I smile at them , they smiled back & we kept on waking in the lunchroom . Once we got in , it was crowded.! They kept looking around , I'm guessing to find their other friends . When Ahtziri spots them , she smiles & leads me to them .
"Hey.!" She greets them cheerfully
"Hey guuurl.!" A girl with black hair & brown highlights says back to her
"Hey babe" a guy with black buzz cut hair & tanned skin said to Ahtziri , she got closed to him & they kissed.. Oh.. I looked away awkwardly . Once they pull away , she says
"Guys , this is Angela a new friend"
"Hey Angela , I'm Leslie" the girl with black hair & brown highlight says .. Damn she is beautiful
"Hey , I'm Alondra" another beautiful girl , with black short hair says .
"Hello , I'm Kate " a girl with Glasses introduces herself
"Sup guurl , I'm Jonathan " Ahtziri's boyfriend I'm guessing says
"Hi " I smile shyly
"Don't be shy " Alondra smiles at me
"Yeah " Omar grabs ahold of my hand
"Ay wey Omar .! You like her don't you.?" Jonathan wiggles his eyebrows , everybody laughs except Kate , she just huffs . I feel my cheeks head up , I looked at Omar & sure enough his cheeks were red as a tomato .
"No , she is just a friend" he says
"Okay , then" Jonathan winks .
"Stop making things awkward babe" Ahtziri slaps his shoulder .
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Fanfiction13 year old Angela has been abused by her father countless times... Even as a child.. She was abused physically, Verbally, and sexually.. Angela's mother was murdered by the same abusive sad excuse of a man.. Finally Angela's father got arrested fo...
