I Am Sandra.

Chapter Four

someone was asking about my love life today. I want to get this out there that I don't have one at all.

I liked a guy for um i don't know but that ended because well the word goodbye came in. It's still hard to talk about it. Boys will be boys. Honestly I rather have all my friends that are girls to be my friends forever than have a boyfriend. Of course I want the thrill of a relationship but I am not going to be desperate after all I am 13 I don't need a boyfriend at this age. it's just a relationship is so emotional. I don't think I am ready for those emotions at this time.

I AM SO EXCITED FOR HIGH SCHOOL.

most people aren't but I need a fresh start I need to get away from people.

"are you doing better"

this question was brought up today and I knew how to answer that. I AM doing better.

but it's still hard.

"liar"

"bitch"

"fake"

"attention seeker"

"ugly"

"back stabber"

"name caller"

"hypocrite"

all things I have heard in the past week. the two that really hit me was fake and liar never call me those things. I am 100% real, when people call you fake it's out of jealously. Liar see that word we have used since kindergarten its childish to accuse someone of lying. I am not a liar nor will I ever be. I don't need to make lies so that my life seems interesting. I don't need lies.

"you shine brighter than any other girl"