SMITTEN || J.JK (Ongoing)

28| Disgustingly Smooth

—Next day —
5:30 A.M.
Wednesday, July 30, 2018

I feel light grazing in my hair, something delicate yet wavering and I exhale slowly in the comfort of big arms flexed around me, scooting deeper in this embrace."Good morning",his raspy voice makes me look up at him, a lazy smile curved in his lips."Good morning",My heart skips a beat at the endearing look that he flashes me before hugging me even closer. At this point, I think we're glued together from the way I'm lost in his warmth.

I cherish this moment, feeling every inch of his skin, the heavy weight of the comforter weighing on us, his soft exhales against my head and his hands sweeping touches in my hair. These are the moments that truly fill my chest with contentment, dissolving all the sadness that can possibly clench me until all I feel is happiness and joy. The flashbacks from last night rewind in my mind ,making me smile and if it wasn't for Jungkook holding me so closely,I'd have disregarded all of that as a mere dream, a sweet and tempting dream.

He presses a kiss on my crown, holding my face close to his."What are you thinking?",He seems even more clingy and absolutely perfect with his hair ruffled and eyes attached diligently to me. I wonder if he knows how different he seems right now from his usual cocky persona.

"Nothing, just how good it feels right now. Last night was different.",My gaze circles around his face, my finger rubbing circles on his cheek. We haven't even broached the topic about how we kissed for the first time, how it has entirely changed the dynamics of whatever supposed arrangement we had. I had been wanting to seek more of him, show myself more to him and last night felt like a break-through but  have no idea where to go from here.

"It was. It was special.I think I slept a lot later than you, I kept thinking about it all.",he admits, his gaze fanning at me and he seems genuinely moved. There's something innate and unprecedented about the way he stares at me, his pupils and touches filled with fondness."Is that why you're extra clingy this morning?",I bite my lips, concealing the smile but I can feel my cheeks rising in unison.

"I don't hear you complaining about it unless you really want me not to touch you?",He says, lurching forth to cradle my face and looks at me through his dark eyelashes, his gaze piercing deep in my soul and his mouth flashes me the most mesmerising smile. How can I ever win against this?

"I could never complain about it.",I whisper at the edge of his lips and he trails his jaw down to crush his mouth against mine. My eyelids close at the chaste touch of his soft flesh as he explores the insides of his mouth passionately. It's so decadent that my whole body shivers in desire. My hand leaps on his naked chest evoking a heavy exhale from him so I let my palm travel along the expanse of his torso, sliding down to his waist. This must've done something delirious to him because I feel him pulling me closer and pressing his lips urgently while his hand holds the nape of my neck. Our bodies rub against each other, thick heat wrapped around our skin as his arm circles my entire frame and clashes against his. He nibbles on my neck and I arch my body to give him better access to which he responds by smiling and kissing sweet spots on my hot skin. I couldn't care less about how pathetic and needy I appear, this moment right here is the amalgamation of all the self-control and long we have inhabited for each other. The erotic sensation accentuates even more when he takes a supple of my skin in his mouth, sucking it harshly, his fingers digging under my tee and I exhale a throaty noise, my fingers knotting in his hair.

"I should really let you go for now.",his face leans on my cheeks. He's right. We both aren't unfamiliar with what could happen if we tug at the last string of restraint. I nod wordlessly, my body filled with heat and want in extremity and I watch him turning his attention to me.

"Are you going to tell your dad about what happened with your mother?", He's evidently hesitant, approaching the topic with a gentle voice. I had almost forgotten about what incurred in my home for all that followed in the night. I wonder how he will react if I tell him to hold me and never let go back but I don't want to be ridiculous like those girls in the past who recklessly invaded his boundaries and ended up being pushed away.