Endlessly. (H.S. FF)

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People are always looking for a culprit. They need to have someone that you can load with all the fault. But what if people don't find anyone to be the guilty one? What if there is no one that's guilty?

You search the fault in yourself. That's what you do. You make yourself responsible for his death.

flashback

„Gonna be fun tonight!" Amelie screams happily while we're doing our make-up, „After you finally broke up with this jerk, you can search for someone new!" She laughs again.

I join in but still have doubts in my head. „Sure" I answer quietly.

Arrived at the house of Liam, an old friend, the party is already going well. We greet some people we know and decide to get a few drinks.

„Alcohol?" Amelie asks. I shake my head. „C'mon, Sydney! It's okay to drink at a party."

After a little discussion I give in but decide that this will be my only drink tonight. Amelie and I take place on a couch and do a nice conversation. Suddenly two boys are coming over to us and Amelie gives me a flirty look. Alright.

„Hey, what's up" one of the boys says friendly to us. To be honest, he doesn't look too bad. His hair is very blonde but you can see his brown hair line. „I'm Amelie" she says and then looks at me.

„Sydney" I say shyly and take a sip of my drink. „Nice to meet you. I'm Niall" he answers but concentrates more on Amelie.

Then I notice the boy standing shyly behind him who's quite attractive. His brown curls are beautiful combined with his boots. His green flannel fits perfectly to his white t-shirt. At his arms, I can actually see some tattoos.

Niall seems to be noticing that I'm checking his friend out. „Oh, I apologize. That's my friend that can be quite sheepish." He laughs happily after he turned around to look at his friend.

Suddenly this one looks into my eyes and I feel like these green ones stare right into my soul. My heart nearly skips a bit when he introduces himself. „Nice to meet you. I'm Harry."

flashback ends

What would have happened if I had not met him this day? I wouldn't feel this much pain right now.

But I am so glad that I've met Harry at this party two years ago. Since then, he brightened up every single day of my life and for that, I am thankful.

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heyyy hope u like this chapter :D i hope i got ya at the beginning to think harry and sydney broke up :,D

well they didnt of course, they just met for the first time. hope u enjoyed it xxx love you :)