Endlessly. (H.S. FF)

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I don't know whether it's good or not to hold on on the memories you've got. You won't be able to move on if you live in the past, but otherwise it's just so hard to get over it. So living in the memories with Harry is so much better than facing the reality.

flashback
The butterflies are heavier than ever when I see Harry right over the way. I notice his jumpiness because he's always searching for a new thing to look at and he keeps crumbling with his fingers.
„It's a pleasure to finally go on a date with you" Harry tells shyly.
My head turns red again but I smile as bright as possible. „I like this restaurant very much!"
Harry's eyes seem to lighten up and that makes me even more happy. Of course, I am excited and nervous because it's the first date with a guy since I broke up with Cameron.
None of us is talking so the conversation gets an awkward touch. But then, we finally start questioning each other about our lives and hobbies. It's fun to get him to know while I can look at his beautiful face.
After we ate our dinner, we go outside. I'm unsure what we are going to do now. Should I ask him to go for a walk?
Harry seems to think about the same struggles as I do, so we're both more nervous than ever.
„Maybe we could go for a little walk?" I ask shyly after we got out of the restaurant. Harry seems to be relieved because of my question. „Yes, for sure!"
So we start walking and chatting about our families and schools again. „You're sixteen, right?" Harry questions. I nod and then add: „You?"
„Seventeen."
I smile even brighter when I hear his answer.
„What?" A big smirk gets on Harry's face. „Nothing." I shake my head but have to laugh.
He joins in and suddenly I feel his warm hand around mine. I nearly stop breathing - and Harry seems to be noticing my excited but weird face expression. „I'm sorry, I thought you would like it if I held your hand, maybe it's too early on a first date. I'm sorry that I -" he starts to explain nervously.
„No, no! I like it. Please keep it there." I look him in the eyes and smile so he gets his confidence back. „Okay."
So there we are, hand in hand walking down a little but cute street. As we get to my house which was pretty near to the restaurant, the awkward mood is back because we both don't know how to say good-bye.
A kiss would be way too early, wouldn't it? Harry has the same thoughts - at least I see his nervous face expression. Before the moment is too late I decide to give him a hug. My arms pull his waist tighter to my body and suddenly, I feel all his warmth around me. Then I notice his arms around my back and they go up and down which is such an amazing feeling.
After we left our hug, Harry looks quite happy. „You know what? That was such a good one." We both start laughing again but in a romantic way.
„Until the next time, I hope?"
flashback ends

But now, there won't be a next time. It's just over.
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