Endlessly. (H.S. FF)

-12-

I'm so sick of feeling like this. I want to feel happy again. But I can't imagine being happy without Harry. I lost my happiness - Harry was my happiness.

Am I cursed to live a sad life now? I just don't want to be sad anymore.

flashback

„And at the end, we hugged and it felt so good! I really think I like him."

„This is SO EXCITING!" Amelie nearly screams „I am so happy for you."

I thank her and then ask what's going on with Niall.

„The boy from the party? Oh, we're fine."

I give her a skeptical look. „You're fine? Seriously? Did you sleep with each other yet?" Right after I uttered the last question, we both start laughing very hard. „Just kidding."

Amelie pretends being shocked but laughs even more. „Did you just call me a slut? We only know each other for a week!"

I quickly shake my head and try to guide our conversation to Harry again - I want to talk about him. „Do you think I should call him?"

„Harry?"

I nod barely.

„Your date was yesterday. Maybe you just wait until -„

Suddenly my phone rings. I quickly pull it out of my pocket. „HARRY!" I scream into Amelie's face. Before I pick up, I give her a last nervous look.

„Hi, Sydney here." I look at Amelie again and she's mouthing that I should sound more friendly. Oops.

„Hey, I'm Harry. How you doing?"

„Hi Harry! Uhm, I'm great, thanks. What about you?" I answer still shyly.

„I'm happy that you picked up."

I can see his smile and his dimples through the phone. Immediately I start smiling too.

„Me too. What's your reason to call?"

Amelie keeps watching me. She makes me even more nervous.

„I-I wanted to, you know, a-ask you, uhm, if you wanna, maybe, go, uhm, out with me? I mean, again?" I have to admit that I love it when Harry's nervous just because of ME.

„Of course, I'd love to!" I nearly scream happily into the phone. Maybe a little too loud.

It seems like I can feel Harry's happiness through the phone. „Great! What about today? Or tomorrow? I really don't want to bother you, you know. Tomorrow is good, today is better! Wait, what? Sorry, that wasn't meant to get said."

I start laughing again and hope Harry's not thinking I laugh bad about him. He's just too cute.

„You're right" I smile into the phone, „today is better."

„Awesome! I'll be at your place at five" Harry says and hangs up right after.

„Seems like you have another date with your dream lover" Amelie winks dirty. I shake my head, laughing but have to admit that I like what she just said.

Dream lover.

flashback ends

It feels like all the happiness I had with Harry was just a whole dream and now I finally woke up. It feels like I've been asleep for two years and had the best dream of my life.

Maybe, if it had been only a dream, it wouldn't hurt that much now.

But no, it all happened. And I don't regret a single moment of it.

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I finally updated, yeay! My friend Joyce wanted a new chapter so badly so here it is. :D

Hope you like it - as you can see, I try to tell you the story how they got to know each other and just their little love story you know. :) xx