Gone Girl

Welcome Back To Hell

Chapter 6
( Monday )
Rachels pov :
I've been out of the hospital for 3 days since my 'accident' if thats what you call it happened. My dads basically have thrown out every sharp object in the house and our setting me up to see Ms.Pilsbury every single freaking day . Did I mention there also sending me to a support group for kids with my 'type' of problem . The only one who has visited me besides Finn was Kurt at least I know he'll be there for me today . I haven't to Finn since our fight and frankly I don't want to. Not because I'm mad at him but because I just don't know how I can explain all this to him. I got up this morning and put on long sleeves to cover up my bandages. I then put on my skinny jeans and a black pair of boots and went down stairs and off to school . I beeped the horn as I arrived at Kurt . He came running out smiling at me . He opened the door and said, "Goodmorning diva." He said. "Goodmorning Kurt." I said. "So I was thinking next month NYADA is having an opening mic. So I figured we could go take a train and have a little get away ." He told me. "I'm not going ." I said. "And why not?" He asked me. "Kurt I just tried to commit suicide only 3 days ago , I'm lucky my parents haven't put me into a padded bed room and took out all my furniture. " I told him. "Come on diva it be so much fun plus if we go we might be able to meet the head master , Carmen Tibido. " He pointed out. "Kurt , no offense but after everything thats happened I think I need a break from all this glee club stuff and just start worrying about me . " I said. "Please tell me you're not considering quiting the glee club?" He asked concerned. "I don't know anymore Kurt , I just don't know ." I said. "Have you talked to Finn ? Maybe he can help." He said. "No he wouldn't understand plus we broke up. " I said. "Rachel you have to go to him ." He said . "Why ? I always go to him Kurt for once I just want him to come to me this time." I said. "Rachel. " He said. "We better go before we're late." I said and drove off . I parked the car and we got out . I looked at Kurt nervously and he took my arm , "I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere. " He told me. I smiled at him and we walked into school . Everyone stared at me like I was some type of alien. "Welcome back to hell." I whispered to Kurt . We walked slowly through the hall and all eyes were on us . Finally we got to my locker and Kurt said , "The worst part of its over ." He told me. "No its barley beginning ." I said and then Quinn and her minions came over. She smiled at me and said, "Rachel , how are you? " She asked me and gave me a hug. I looked at Kurt confused and then said, "I'm okay I guess." I told her. "Well if you need anything let me know." She said and they then all walked away. I looked at Kurt and said, "What the hell was that?" I asked him. "I have no idea. " He said. I looked at him and rolled my eyes .