Gone Girl

I Want To Understand

Chapter 8
( The next day )
Rachels pov :
I was in the auditorium sitting at piano writing a new song when we were . "Hey." Finn said sitting down next to me . "Hey. " I said. "What are you doing? " He asked me. "I am writing a new song." I told him. "Cool can I hear?" He asked me. "Its not that good ." I said. "Oh come on I'm sure that's not true ." He said. "Okay here goes nothing." I said and started to play:
(Rachel )
What have I done?
I wish I could run,
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?
(End )
I stopped and he looked at me and said , "That was beautiful Rachel. " He told me put his hand on mine . I smiled slightly then he said , "Look I know I haven't been the best boyfriend in fact I've been a real jerk ." He told me. "You did nothing wrong Finn. " I said. "Yeah I have. I haven't been there for you like I should've and I haven't listened to you and I want to understand what happened Rachel. So when your ready. I be more than happy to listen." He told me. I smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Thank you." I said. "Your welcome." He said. He got up and was about to leave when I said, "Finn." He turned around, "Yeah Rach? " He asked me. "I have to go to support group tomorrow do you maybe want to come with it be nice to have someone there." I said. He smiled and said , "Yeah, I'll um call you." He said and left .