Teacher - Lashton (boyxboy)

Chapter 2

Luke's Point Of View

I can't stay in his class. I need to move classes. It's just to awkward.

Ashton walked out of the room after a minute or so to find me sat on the floor. He sat down next to me and sighed.

"You never told me you were teacher here." I wispered, emphasising the word 'here'.

"Well, you never asked. And you can't fully blame this on me. You never told me you went here." Ashton whispered back.

"I wasn't blaming you. And I wasn't going to tell you what school I went too. I thought that was just going to be a one night thing, y'know. I didn't think I'd ever see you again." I sighed, still whispering.

"Do you like me?" Ashton asked.

"As a teacher, friend or romantically?" I sighed.

"Romantically." He whispered. We had to be quiet since any teacher could walk round the corner at any time so, talking about this in school, is risky.

"Honestly," I started, "I've not stopped thinking about you."

"I've not stopped thinking about you either." Ashton replied, as I smiled.

"Really?"

"Yeah." He started, "But we can't be together. We never can be together." He frowned, obviously keeping as quiet as he could.

Way to shoot someone down.

"I get that you're now my teacher and I don't want to do anything that would get you arrested or loose your job, but, please at least give me a chance?" I whispered, barley audible.

Ashton stood up, sighing, "I'm sorry." before walking back into the class room.

I understand that we can never be together. I understand that. I don't want to get him arrested, or in trouble. Because, if he goes to jail, so do I. But, I'm willing to go, for him. But, if he's not up to it then, that's fine.

Obviously, I'm upset. I mean, the person I've thought about non-stop just shot me down. I didn't love him but, it would be nice to have a romantically aclined relationship with him.

Luke he's your fucking teacher. You can't be with him. You got declined by him, just like the last boy you had a crush on.

Was all that was going through my mind. The last boy I had a crush on declined me. Since we we're friends, it was a little awkward at first. But not anymore. He told me he wasn't into me like that. That was Michael.

Love isn't on my side, at all.  If he wasn't my teacher, we could be together.

Guess this isn't going to turn into more than a petty crush.

I dragged myself up and walked back into class. All eyes were on me. I ignored it, and as much as I wanted to cry, I didn't. I always save that for late nights. I sat down at my guitar and breathed.

By now, everyone had stopped looking at me and there was only one set of eyes on me. Ashton's, or should I say Mr.Irwins.

He mouthed an "I'm sorry" and I made a small nod, acknolaging him and what he'd just said. He could tell I was upset. My face gave it all away. I could tell he was sad. His facial expressions didn't show it, but his eyes did.

Just a petty crush, Luke. You'll get over it.

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A/N: I hate A/N's (sorry)

But, updates will be slow(ish) because I'm starting school on the 3rd of September and I'm gonna have a lot of corsework to do but, I wanna make sure that the chapters are okay and that I'm happy with them before I post them. I'm not too happy with this but, yah.

Thankyou for reading so far ^-^ <3