power to the local dreamer

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tyler's pov:

josh. josh. i couldn't stop saying it. i was coming to love the way it rolled off my tongue.

his name was angelic. on any other person it would've been average, but he is josh. why? why did this happen? it was bad enough that i was the school's resident faggot, but now they would see me pining over a boy i can't have. great.

after i ran out of the classroom, i found myself in the forest. this place was my sanctuary. i found comfort in the silence, the only sounds my feet on the leaves. i walked further.

the only things i can remember from the past hour are, in order: pain, and josh's eyes. i loved the way he looked at me, like he wanted to get to know me. i had been dreaming of this boy since july. almost 2 months! in that time i had found myself having exactly 4 wet dreams about josh, 9 where we were cuddled up on the couch, and countless others. i was beginning to crave the feeling of his body cuddled up to mine, the way fictional him would hold my stomach, the way he was slightly shorter than me. i was so in love, and i had only just met him.

and, of course, he was sitting with me for the rest of the year. fun.

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yes this is pudge tyler deal with it.

- nicola