April 29, 8:06 am
I woke up early today. I need to prepare for something important today. I need to prepare for our 6th year together. Yeah. I counted the years that Drew and I were apart. Some people might say that what I did is pure stupidity but who are they to care? This is my life and I alone could make a damn about it.
Anyways, moving on. I woke up early to go to the market and buy the ingredients that I need for lasagna that I’ll be making. I’ll be making refrigerated cake as well. Yeah. I know how to cook but not that much. I hate going to the kitchen to cook. I usually go to the kitchen to eat but if it would be for Drew, I would love to stay in the kitchen. Why? The answer is simple. Food tastes better when it’s made with love and each time that I cook for Drew, I pour my heart and soul into it. Gahd. Cheesy much eh? Haha.
I do every little thing that I could do to make Drew feel better not because I pity him. It’s because I love him. Now that he’s getting weaker and weaker by the moment, his friends are going AWOL. That just sucks because if they were his true friends, they would be staying with him no matter what. I guess to them Drew is just an ordinary person that would come and go.
How I wish they could see that for me, he means the whole world.
For me, he is the peanut butter to my jelly. He is the butterfly in my belly. He is the apple to my pie. He is the straw to my berry. Oops. Sorry. I’m listening to Auburn right now so I’m kind of LSS. But honestly, I kind of agree with the song. I think Drew and I are the perfect two.
Maybe our relationship could be one of those that other people may say as “boring” but I don’t care. Relationships shouldn’t be measured on how many times you’ve done that “thing” right? I mean, Drew and I never did that but look at us? We’re still here, loving each other and staying strong amidst all the problems that come our way.
Yeah. Our bodies were never molded into one. I don’t know if we would even reach that point but all I know is our hearts beat as one and that’s what matters.
He is the one for me. I believe that I’m the one for him. I’ll stay by his side no matter what. He’s my world. He’s my life. I’ll continue loving him up to my last breath.
Love may lead us to happiness. Love may lead us to heartaches. But as long as I’m with Drew, I know my life would never be the same again. It just feels so good to be with him. I guess I’ll be forever in love with him. <3
Looking back,
Michelle
