You're Lucky.
You don't have to die thousands of times, over, and over again in a reality that doesn't exist.
You don't have to tear yourself apart with self conflict of what is true or what is not.
And you don't have to suffer the consequences if you choose incorrectly.
Being the teams Seeker is tough, but without me, the lives that I care about would be at the mercy of the opponents illusions and deception.
Being the teams Seeker means I have to Fight mentally against the opponents illusions.
In a Lexicon, your mind experiences a fake reality, which means you CAN be killed, and suffer the pain in the real reality.
And all for a game of superiority. A game called Oblivion.
Like I said. You're Lucky.
