"How did you find me last night?" Dan asked softly, nibbling at his breakfast.
"I searched everywhere on campus honestly. You're harder to find than Waldo!" Phil smiled weakly and Dan instantly felt guilty.
Normal bright happy carefree Phil Lester wasn't truly happy and that was due to Dan's obsession with self mutilation.
"Im sorry." The words fell from Dans cracked lips as his eyes refused to break away from the tiled floor.
He truly was.
He was sorry he did this to himself.
He was sorry Phil had to find out.
He was sorry he was the reason Phil couldn't properly smile.
He was sorry for being a burden.
Warm fingers intertwined with his own, giving his hand a gentle squeeze.
No words were spoken.
Phil was waiting, their food long forgotten.
Dan gathered his strength and without releasing Phil's hand, he proceed to tell Phil everything leading up to that moment.
He described the loneliness in vivid detail, mentioning his lack of friends and even the white board he would use at school to communicate.
With each sentence, Dan felt more vulnerable.
More broken.
More disgusted with himself.
When he was finished they sat in silence, Phil's sharp blue eyes staring unblinkingly at him.
His thoughts were suffocating him with each passing second, and finally Dan couldnt take it anymore.
He was on his feet in seconds, ripping his hand away and rushing out of the door of the establishment.
Tears were painting his face as a pale hand grasped the back of his shirt firmly, preventing him from fleeing any further.
"Let me go,"Dan begged, squeezing his eyes shut.
"Never." as if to seal the promise, Phil crashed their lips together, his arms wrapping securely around Dan.
"You deserve better." Dan protested when they broke apart.
"There is no one I would rather share my life with."Phil whispered, refusing to release him.
Strangers shot them confused looks but nobody scolded them for standing in the middle of the sidewalk.
Dan whimpered, clinging onto his boyfriend and hiding his stained face in his shoulder.
"Move in with me?"Phil asked suddenly.
"I mean you dont have to but...I want to spend more time with you and that way you wouldnt be alone anymore, you could see this smiling face everyday."Phil added, chuckling nervously.
Dan stared at him with a confused expression, considering the question for a long moment.
Slowly he nodded.
-Sorry for the short cheesy chapter XD update coming sooonnnn.-Chemi
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Fanfiction"Who can answer the question on the board?....Dan." The boy in the back of the class shook his head tiredly. "Why?"The teacher demanded,crossing her arms. He quickly scribbled,'I can't speak anymore' on his white board infront of him. "Why?"She aske...
