:Chapter 4:I Tried To Speak Out

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-Chapter Title Credits:Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson-

The next week was a blur to Dan.

He felt numb,nonexistent almost.

Not a day passed where he didn't encounter a panic attack or question his existence.

He hated when he felt like this.

It was as if he was simply watching time pass while being trapped in an empty shell.

As other students chatted to one another during class,Dan observed them wondering why humans existed.

Was there a point in existence?

How did everything even begin in the universe?

What is the meaning of life?

Dan hated when he had an existential crisis, it made him feel alien and isolated from the world.

The only moments he felt truly alive was when his phone let out a small ding,signaling a notification.

As days passed Phil continued to talk to him, making Dan's grey world brighten up.

Phil was the only person Dan talked to that entire week.

After the incident with Mr.Snow, his parents had been contacted and naturally Dan's phone had been filled with worried messages that he simply ignored.

Dan wasn't trying to be rude,he just knew his parents wouldn't actually listen to him.

Nobody ever listened...

That's why Tuesday afternoon when Dan was released from the last lecture of the day, he decided to walk to the nearest shop and purchase something to make his life easier.

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The next morning Dan felt horrible,as if he had been beat up and then ran over by a train.

Getting out of bed was the hardest thing he had ever had to do.

But the message on his phone was enough to give him the motivation.

Good morning Dan c: Hope you have a great day, remember to smile.-Phil

Morning Phil,thanks :3 remember to stay amazing.-Dan


Dan smiled softly as he tucked his phone into his jean's pocket and grabbed his bag,checking to make sure what he required was there before heading out.

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"Who can answer the question on the board?....Dan."

Dan lifted his head up to peer up at the professor and shook his head tiredly.

"Why?"Mrs.Levii demanded,crossing her arms trying to appear cross and succeeding.

He sighed and reached into his bag,feeling for his desired object.

The teacher cocked an eyebrow as Dan pulled a small individual whiteboard out.

He quickly scribbled,'I can't speak anymore' and held it up as all eyes burned holes into him.

"Why?"She asked again in confusion.

'Because nobody listens.'

"Talk to me after class..."She said with a concerned look and then continued on.

A few kids continued to stare at Dan,making him squirm and hang his head lower as he copied notes.

-Hey Danosaurs & Phillions, I know it's been a while since I updated,Im sorry.I had surgery and all this drama happened but Im trying to get back on track.Sorry if this chapter wasn't the best :p -ChemicalSkeleton-

 

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