"BEEP BEEP BEEP." I grained at the sound of my alarm clock as it rang through out my room.
'Get up Emelia, you have to go to school."
Yes, it was back to Monday again, the most hatred day of them all. Today we had to hand in our urban love collection. And yes, I mean the one of Niall and I. I really wasn't looking forward to this class but hey, I'll do anything to get an A.
I somehow picked up my feet and slowly pushed them over the edge of my bed letting them slip into my slippers. I walked to my bathroom and took a quick shower and did my hair and make up.
I then went over to my iPod dock and played one of my all time favorite artists, Taylor Swift. A lot of people don't really like her but I am in love with her music. I danced around my room to Our Song and eventually made my way over to my dresser where I got out my outfit for the day. It consisted of a pink, white, and blue stripped jumper and a pair of light blue skinny jeans with a light pink scary and my pink beanie as well. I slipped on my white sperries and quickly jogged down to the kitchen to see Tanner and Harry eating some toast. I smiled at them and gave Tanner a quick peck on the top on his head.
"Hey sis." He said while looking up at me from the TV.
"Hello big brother." I walked over to the fridge and grabbed some milk and a bowl from the cupboard. I got out some cereal and began eating away at my breakfast until it was all gone.
"Niall's feeling a bit under the weather today. He didn't want to get out of bed. I told him I'd make him breakfast but he said he isn't in the mood for food. That's kind of weird right? Niall not wanting food?" Tanner asked looking over to Harry. Harry's glance landed on me and I shrugged not really caring what Niall was feeling like. He was the one that ended things, not me. Si why should I feel bad for him?
I dumped my bowl and spoon into the sink and quickly grabbed my bag that had my camera in it and walked out the door giving a few goodbyes to Harry and Tanner.
•••
"Did everyone get their assignments done?" Mrs. Krenshaw asked the class. There were a few murmurs and she smiled at the class.
"Great. I had a few of you that emailed the pictures to me last night I must say I've taken a liking to one special set. Staring in it herself. Emelia Taylor, well done! I'd like to say a few things about your work if that's alright with you." I nodded and a slide of one of the pictures popped up in the screen. It wasn't any picture. It was The picture. Where I kissed him for the first time.
Why did he have to fucking end things so quickly? Did he really think that I could've been a quick shag to him? What did our whole friendship as children mean to him? Did the Niall that I knew leave or is he somewhere in there, trapped behind this new, cold and rude Niall that I'm not accompanied with. Where did my Nialler go?
I felt tears pouring down my cheek and I couldn't take it. My legs punched my chair out and I hurriedly grabbed my things and ran out of the classroom as soon as I could.
My teacher and other students were yelling for me but I kept running. I went straight around the corner to an abandoned hallway and slammed my things into the ground. My body slid down the wall as I curled into a little ball and cried. I let everything out.
You did this.
Niall hates you.
Your a slut.
Niall never liked you.
It was all a game.
He used you.
No one will ever love you.
My tears ran hot down my cheek as I let out a couple of sons. I could hear someone running towards me but I didn't care right now. I couldn't stand to face them the way I look right now. I was physically and mentally breaking down right here, in my uni's hallway.
"Em! What the hell-" I heard a familiar voice speak out to me and stop in mid sentence, knowing they were looking right towards me in my little melt down.
"Go away." I somehow sobbed out. I could sense someone bend down towards me and then a felt a pair of small arms wrap around me. I instantly knew who it was when I smelt that familiar cherry blossom perfume.
"Lyndsey I don't know what happened. I-I was talking to Louis an-and then he just b-blew up on me and.." I let out a sob into her shoulder as I wrapped my arms around her.
"We're done Lin. He b-broke up with me. Niall did." I cried. She hugged me even tighter and I could feel her crying as well. I looked up at her and gave her a questioning look letting the last few tears fall down my face.
"W-why are you crying?" I asked as I wiped away the remaining tears. She frowned and then looked at me.
"Because, when I see you upset in makes me upset Em. I hate seeing you like this." She said. I nodded and stood up helping Lindsey up as well.
"Do you think maybe we could go to my place for some movies and ice cream and talk about it?" She asked grabbing my stuff for me. I nodded as she handed me my camera bag and purse.
"Maybe we don't talk about it and just watch the movies and eat the ice cream and gave me whine about how dumb guys are." I suggested.
"If it'll make you feel better I'll agree with you." She said. We started walking down the hallways and out to the parking lot to Lindsey's little light blue Volkswagen.
Man, I have the best best friend in the world.
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it hurts. // n.h.
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