Behind These Hazel Eyes

Behind These Hazel Eyes | Too Little Too Late

I was in my room when Isabelle came barging in and throwing open my shades. I instantly shut my eyes at the blinding light that peered through my room.

"Close them.... Please, my eyes." I rubbed my eyes.

"You should of thought about that before you decided to go moping around, now get up we have a party to go too tonight." Isabella told me, pulling me by the arm.

"No I don't wanna go... I'm hurting." I whined.

"And where are you hurting?" Another voice said, joining the conversation.

I looked up at Judith and pointed to my heart, pouting.

Judith frowned "Well I promise that this party well make you feel way better, now get up and wash up, we are going to get your man back."

I jumped up at the last sentence, she didn't have to tell me twice.

"You look absolutely stunning." Isabelle clapped her hands as she finished my eyeliner.

I spun around and checked myself out in the full body mirror. My dark hair was now wavy and my hazel eyes popped out even more through my thick lashes.

I was wearing a black dress that was tight around my boobs and it flared at the bottom half. It was short but it wasn't to short, the heels that Isabelle lent me made me seem taller, when in reality I was a munchkin.

I twirled around and then I sat down, I was hesitant "I can't do it you guys.".

"Yes you can, you look drop dead gorgeous! Any man would kill to have you." Isabelle bended down in front of me, patting my leg.

She was so nice and to think I was sort of mad at her for stealing Ryder away from me.

"Your a really great friend." I hugged her and looked at Judith and hugged her to. "Your the bestest friend a girl can ever ask for, now take me to this party... I want my man."

The party was loud and was at full capacity at 10:30P.M. when we got there.

There was drunk men all over the place and wild girls exposing their tits. "I'm going to go and find Ryder." Isabella informed us before walking away.

Justin came up with his shirt off and hugged Judith from behind. "Hey baby come dance with me." He tugged on her.

"Wait where is Dean at?" Judith snapped at him before pulling away.

"Somewhere near the kitchen..." He thought for a minute. "Now lets dance your girl needs to do this herself."

"No I have to go with h--"

"No he is right Judith go dance with him, I do need to do this myself." I cut her off and pushed her into Justin's arms.

She gave me one last look before Justin led her on to the dance floor. Now where is Dean?

I head towards the kitchen and saw a few couples making out on the walls. I looked at everyone but I couldn't find him anywhere. I went into the kitchen but there was nobody in there.

This is hopeless, I thought as I headed back into the main room, looking for the staircase. I needed air and the balcony was the only quiet place for me to think.

I pushed my way through the crowd swinging a few wandering hands away from my body. I found the balcony and stepped out onto it closing the sliding door behind me.

Why was this happening to me? Why didn't Dean just believe me it would of been way better... I hated the baggage I carried.

I heard a few moans coming from down below, I looked around and found a couple making out in the Jacuzzi in the backyard, they were the only two back there. Who is that? I squinted my eyes but to no avail I couldn't see. Damn I really needed glasses and I also needed a closer look.

I sprinted down the stairs but made sure that I was careful so I wouldn't sprain or break my ankles with the heels I had on.

I slowly pulled the slide door open that led to the backyard, making sure I didn't startle the couple.

I silently took a few steps closer whilst my heart was pounding faster and faster.

They were now sprawled out on a blanket in the grass. He was on top of her panting as he insert himself into her, her legs were moving everywhere in discomfort. She couldn't take all of him. She whined and he just kept thrusting himself in her in a rage until he was done. He lifted up off her and slid off the condom and quickly got dress.

When he turned around his eyes widen in surprise.

"I guess... this is.. it huh?" My voice was breaking and I scratched my head.

Dean reached for me but it was my turn to reject him, I stepped back and frowned. "I knew I should of never came searching for you. I never should of left my dorm, but you know I don't regret dating you because you taught me a lesson 'Never wait up for the one who doesn't want to be waited for'."

"I'm sorr-"

"No you don't need to apologize, I just have one more question... Does she fuck you better?" I stood there waiting for the answer.

"Not at all."

I nodded my head and left Dean there standing in silence.

I guess I was just A little Too, Too Late.

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Justin is a cutie right?