Behind These Hazel Eyes

Behind These Hazel Eyes | Needed Answers

The next day, I stood outside at Ryder's door to his dorm. I knocked once and he opened the door.

"I knew you would come." He smiled opening up the door.

Great he was physic..

"Or gossip spreads fast?" He said like he had read my thoughts.

I was confused.

"You said that aloud." He informed me, his lips formed in a straight line.

My mouth formed into the shape of an 'O' but I soon recovered "Anyways can we just get to why you left me?" I snapped.

"Sure you just ask the questions and I'll answer them to make a long story short." Ryder walked over to his couch and plopped down on it.

"Why did you leave me?" That was the first question that popped into my head.

"My parents moved me to London on a much needed permanent vacation." He quickly responded, without giving it much thought.

"What's up with you and Isabella... How did you guys happen?" I asked curiously.

"The marriage is arranged, I have to marry her... My mom really hated you and she did what she believe what was best for me." He scratched his head.

"Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you say goodbye..... You broke my heart!" I screamed at him.

"Hey, hey... I thought you would get over me much quicker..." His eyes saddened. "I didn't think I was going to break your heart."

"I opened up to you and let you in, you made feel complete when I was going through the death of my parents and then when we finally had sex... You left, you betrayed me." I cried.

"Shh, I'm sorry let me make it up to you." He patted me on my head, pulling me into a hug.

I pulled out of the hug and stared at him, I needed to know what he taste like before I walked out of his life. His lips fell down upon mine and I kissed him back, I felt nothing. My stomach didn't flutter like butterflies just like it did when Dean kissed me.

"Thanks Ryder, you helped me tie up the loose ends of this relationship..." I said pulling back and smiling at him. "I still love you but not love love, you will always be in my heart."

He stare at me confused and I opened his door and walked out, running into someone's hard chest, I fell.

"Ana what are you doing here?" Dean asked me, pulling me up with his strong hand.

My knees felt as if they were about to buckle, but I kept my posture.

"What are you doing here?" I snapped at him.

"I was coming to talk to Ryder.... Now answer my question." Dean looked offended.

"I was looking for a joyride... Just like you. Remember last night?" I starred at him, striking a nerve.

He shook his head and just turned around, leaving me behind in the hallway.

I turned around and pushed Ryder's door open again.

"What do you want?" Ryder looked at me, irritated..

I said nothing as I stripped in front of him, I wanted him to make me love him. The same Ryder I fell in love with in high school.

His eyes widen.

"Take me Ryder." I whispered, hoping that I wasn't going to regret this.

And that's just what he did.

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Sorry it's short :)