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Chapter 13:
It is said that love makes you do things, it makes you bold and it gives you courage. But, I couldn't actually say that. I neither allowed Rahul to say it nor did I say it. But we both knew what it was we wanted to say. It still felt different to say it to him. When I tried saying, Rohan's image flashed in front of my face and I felt guilty. When Rahul confronted me about it, I told him the truth. He agreed to wait for me. Speaking of Rahul, he's spending time with Joy a lot more than before. He got that father figure he was searching in me and ma. The door opens to a very smiling Rahul and a grinning Joy in his arms.
"Mumma" he squealed, running towards me. I caught him and settled him on my hip.
"Hey baby" I kissed his forehead "Had fun with Rahul?" Rahul was a big word for him and so he called him Rahu and something related to that.
"Yesh mumma" he said giggling "He took me bye-bye, ice-cream, yummy"
"Oh is it?" Rahul mouthed a sorry, pulling his ears. I nodded and mouthed an alright.
"Yesh" he mumbled and giggled. I placed him on his chair.
"So tomorrow, there is a party. Would you like to accompany me?" Rahul asked. He had stopped stuttering and shying away.
"Sure, why not" I added. He smiled and winked. I blushed little and got back to my work. Once the last patient walked out, I sighed in relief.
"Done with work? Let's go out" Rahul suggested. I shrugged and packed things while Rahul picked a sleeping Joy up in his arms. We walked to my car and stopped at a café. That evening, I felt something completely different, something I never felt with Rohan. The company, I had his company. He was always around and I know this won't continue for long. I know he had to go back but only thing was time. 6 months passed, Rahul was on vacation and till today he never mentioned he was going back or was being called.
Rahul ordered for us, Joy was still in a deep slumber. Rahul was busy staring at his sleeping figure and as if it was something precious to him, he leaned down and kissed Joy's forehead. I smiled to this gesture of his.
"Rahul"
"Hmm" he looked towards me.
"Why is that you're not being deployed?" I asked with furrowed brows "Isn't it been 6 months?" I asked. His expression changed to panic but he successfully changed it to a smirk.
"Tired of me so soon?" I laughed and shook my head.
"No Rahul, I just want to know" he smiled
"My vacation is being approved for another 8 months" my eyes widened.
"8 months? How is that- wait is that even possible? Are you fired?" I asked him, tilting my head to a side. He laughed a hearty laugh and shook his head no.
"No no, I'm not fired" he paused "They cannot fire me"
"Why is that so?"
"Because I'm important to them"
"Oh" I know, embarrassing. But I couldn't help it. I wanted to know.
Soon we left and reached home. Rahul waited till Ma came home and left just a little after Joy woke up.
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"So, have you spoken to umm Rahul?" Ma asked awkwardly. I nodded. We were sitting in the living room, watching some daily soap after dinner. Joy was back to his little dreamland.
"Yes Ma, you were right" I paused "this feeling is... different. For both of us" she nodded "It was never like this with Rohan since he used to be hardly around"
"I knew you felt something for him" Ma smiled and my face flushed. I never got to have this mother daughter teasing talk. I was young when my mom dad met the worst fate, death and since then on I was brought up by one of my aunt. She was around very rarely because of her fashion career. I did my schooling with her support but had to depend upon scholarships for future studies. Not only scholarships, but odd jobs and savings were only things on my mind. Life had been unfair but I never complained. I was proud of what mom dad had taught me. It was all hectic until I met Rohan. After that, I got my place, happy place. A mother, the one who'd love me and a sister but Rohan's love was above all this.
"You better sleep, dear one" Ma yawned "Goodnight" she kissed my forehead and walked to her room. I switched the TV off and walked back to my room. I glanced at Joy just to find him in his deep slumber again.
In an instant, I jumped onto my bed and pulled over the blanket. But sleep wouldn't consume me. My thoughts kept on wandering towards Rahul. Was this love? Can I fall in love twice? Was it even fair to Rohan? I kept on thinking until dawn arrived. It was then when sleep consumed me when the thoughts of Rohan and me in the bed the day before he left played in front of my eyes.
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The next morning when I left for clinic, I saw Rahul leaning against my car. I practically ran towards him to hug him. When I reached him, I literally jumped on top of him. This showed how much I started to crave him. Feeling his arms go around me, I relaxed. He kissed on top of my head and pulled away to look into my eyes.
"Look what I got" he held a bundle of papers in front of me. I grabbed them and read through. It mentioned that Rahul was given another whole year off. I mean was that even allowed? How can they just leave people out like that?
"Really?" He nodded, off course being happy, I hugged him "Mmmm I love.... uh being with you" I quickly covered my words. I didn't realise until now how much I wanted to tell him I love him.
"Babe"
"Hmm"
"I love you" tears rushed to my eyes, happy tears.
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TV played in the background as me and Rahul sat on the couch, me in between his legs. Joy was with Ma and they went on a play date to Isha's house. Rajiv came to pick them up and soon after I called Rahul over. This gesture should make me feel guilty which I totally wasn't. I wanted this, Rohan wanted this for me. After Rahul confessing his love to me, I went blank but I didn't say it back. I just hugged him. When I moved, I felt his fingers trailing on my thigh. Shivers ran down my spine and warmth spread across my body. Slowly but passionately, he trailed his fingers on my skin. A soft moan escaped my mouth.
"Babe" his breath tickled my ear while he placed a soft kiss below my ear followed by my neck. I inhaled sharply which sounded more like a gasp.
"Hmm"
"I love you" In one swing he picked me up bridal style and headed towards our room. He literally threw me on the bed and hovered on top of me while kissing me here and there. He didn't kiss me on lips though. I didn't mind a bit because he always mentioned how special I was to him and he didn't want to screw it up. While kissing, he took off his t-shirt- oh my! I stared at his chest, his eight pack, eight freaking pack. I mean... WOW!
"Wow" I stared at his torso, he chuckled. He grabbed my arm and placed it on his eight freaking pack. My fingers trailed down his abs till his pants, he inhaled sharply and hissed out in pleasure. I stared for a long time that I didn't blink.
"All yours" I watched hungrily as he watched in amusement. My eyes flicked to his and saw his smile grow. I blushed furiously and pulled back my arm. Laughing, he grabbed my arm and pulled me up. I was flush against his chest. He tugged my arm and kissed the inside of my wrist lightly. It was way too much, me against his bare chest, my arms flat against those tight abs.
"I don't want to rush anything" he said placing a kiss on top of my head. I just nodded and placed my head on his chest. Man can I ever get over this Greek God's body? I smiled to myself as to how Rohan wanted me to move on.
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