Would You Be Mine *Book 1 of the Unspoken Series* (ADOMMY)

What's Happening Here

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2 Months later.

Adam POV

"I cant keep doing this" I said to myself for the tenth time. I was standing in the bathroom with the door closed and tears streaming down my face.

"I can't --" I stopped dead hearing footsteps outside in the bedroom. Sauli must be awake. I gasped in pain at what I was about to do. I had to end things with him. I love him, really I do, I'm just in love with him. My heart belonged to another. Another man who, for lack of better wording, hates me and all I stand for. I shook my head and took a deep breath walking out of the safety of my bathroom. I walked towards Sauli and sat down beside him on the bed.

"Sauli" I began. "We need to talk." his head whipped forward from his phone and he looked me square in the eye.

"About?" he asked softly. I let his words fade into the air before I took a breath and felt the absolute pain of what was to come with the words that where about fall from my lips and where now inevitable.

"I cant be with you anymore" I whispered hanging my head. Silence stole into the air and I waited for his reply. When it didnt come I looked up into face to see him standing by the closet with his arms folded over.his chest. I had been so wrapped up in my own world I hadn't noticed he was dressed. He nodded slowly and bit his bottom lip.

"Why?" he asked softly.

"I'm living a lie, we both are. And we both know it. We dont love each other anymore. How long are we going to keep pretending we do? I've already put this off long enough, and all I'm doing is hurting up both. I cant keep doing this." I trailed off at the end because my throat had constricted around the tears pouring freely down my face. I watched as he started crying as well.

"I know. I'm sorry I let it get this far. I just thought we could get back to where we were. I never meant to cause you pain Adam." He said barely choking the words out. Even though I could never be in love with him again, I did still love him. I couldn't just sit here and watch him cry like this. I got up and walked to him for the last time and wrapped my arms around his small body.

I held him closely until he stopped sobbing. When it was over, I let him go while he wiped his face on his long sleeves.

"So, this is goodbye then, huh? He said. I smiled softly at him.

"How about, we make it 'See you later'?" I asked.

"Yeah, I'll see you later." he said back before letting himself out.

The place seemed oddly quiet and I smiled to myself. I did it. I let him go. I nodded at the realization and got up to shower before I had to leave for rehearsals. I was performing on Idol this coming week and I still didnt have the words down pat. It was a new song the band had only played with out me singing along side them.They didn't know the lyrics yet because I had just finished them a few days ago. It was my most personal song yet and I didn't want any leaks. I washed quickly before dressing and leaving the house.

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I was walking into the building when I stopped dead. I heard a piercing cry from a guitar. I walked forward even more cautiously not wanting to interrupt the man before me. He then brought the morose melody to an end, as he pushed the guitar away, he wiped his face on his arm and got up to leave. I stepped back to pretend I didn't hear him and leaned against the wall. When I heard his converse hitting the floor I raced forward and promtly fell into him in my haste. What I didn't expect was for him to yell out in fear and break down crying. I gasped and rolled off of him jumping to my feet. When he saw me standing he cried harder and started trembling. I was at a loss so I did the only thing I knew to do. I started apologizing and reached forward to help him up, but he crawled backwards facing me, his eyes grew wide and he yelled, no screamed for me not to hurt him. I heard more footsteps running down the long hall to us but I paid it no mind. I simply let my hand hang in the air as I stared at him

It was then I noticed something horribly different. When I had fallen on top of him, it was like laying on a skeleton. Looking at him now, he was nothing. His long sleeved black shirt was hanging off his body like it was way to big. But I had bought him that shirt and I know it got it in the right size. His face was sharp and sunken in, he had purple circles under his eyes.

"What the hell is going on here?!" I heard Brian ask. I opened my mouth to speak but Tommy scrambled to his feet and looked back at me with pure fear in his eyes.

"Well?" Brian asked again. The second the word left his mouth, Tommy turned tail and sprinted away. I stood stunned into stillness.

"Adam, what the fuck just happened?" Brian said angrily.

Good question, I though to myself. what the hell has been going on?

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Authors Note: so, im really tired, but here is Addys pov. it was weird writing this. some of you may have noticed that this looks different from my other chappies and books. this is because wrote this on my phone. also i apologize for the length, im really very very tired.anyway, I hope you liked this.

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