It had been a week. One week, and I had an arm full of cuts. Literally; they circled my whole arm. The front, the underside, down my wrists. Up to my elbows, from my elbows up further to my shoulder and collarbone. It was important that I remember to keep them covered. I'd like to say that it stopped there... but they didn’t; they were on my hips, my thighs, and my chest, everywhere I could hide. I'm fucking pathetic. I know that. But knowing it didn’t make things easier. I hated waking up. My life was in shambles. But to everyone else, I was just going through something kinda bad. To Adam, I was just fine. Well, that’s what I kept telling him anyway. I got on the scale after looking at my scarred up body. I looked down. 115 pounds even. I shook my head. I can’t lose any more weight. They would notice. I was barely keeping the looks at bay by wearing a hoodie all the time. So no more not eating. I have to eat.
*ting*
I looked over at my phone to see that I had gotten a text from Adam.
“You got 30 mins to be here, or I’m coming there”
“Fuck!” I cursed. I forgot that we had plans. I better not fuck this up. I grabbed my clothes from the sink and put them on before I ran into the kitchen texting him back as I jumped over Isaacs bags. (The asshole came, and left again)
“Got it lambert, keep your sexy ass there”
Shit!!! No! It was supposed to say smart!
*Ting*
“I knew you thought I was hot!!” I almost smiled at that.
“It was supposed to say smart! I have stupid autocorrect. Apple hates me” I sent back
*Ting*
“Well, I like it better the other way. I am sexy. So neh!” I shook my head at his childish ways before running face first into my wall. I fell onto my back and cringed at the pain ripping through my body. I got up frowning. Stupid Adam.
“Note to self. Don’t text and run. Bad idea. “
*Ting*
Let me guess. You ran into the wall. Again.”
“That was one time! I swear you do something ONE time, and you NEVER live it down.”
*Ting*
“It was funny as hell! And just stop texting me and get your ass here. Ok? My mom is gonna kill us if we are late!!”
“oh, well, she’ll kill you. She likes me. >:)”
*TING*
“Not when she finds out you are SATAN HIMSELF!!!” that did it. I burst out laughing. My phone rang and I answered it still rolling around laughing.
“Ratliff open the door!!” Adam yelled into the speaker. I was still laughing though.
“It’s open you freak!” I yelled back
The door opened, and Adam started laughing as he saw me rolling around the ground laughing too. He dropped and just grabbed his stomach howling in laughter, which just sent me over the edge and I started crying from laughing so hard. When we calmed down, he stood, and I looked over at him still slightly smiling.
“Hey” I said still on the ground.
“Hey yourself. Get up. We have to meet my mom,” he started looking down at his watch. “Shit! Ten minutes ago! Let’s go Ratliff!” he said running out. I looked around and grabbed my silver box. It was small enough to fit in my pocket and had one small razor in it. I grabbed my shoes and threw those on too before sprinting out after Adam. Mother fucker had stupidly long legs.
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Would You Be Mine *Book 1 of the Unspoken Series* (ADOMMY)
Fiksi PenggemarAt the end of Adam Lambert's successful third world tour, Tommy Joe Ratliff spends the night a a horror movie marathon at a local theater, enjoying some much needed "Tommy-Time".what he doesn't know is that the true fright lies outside the show. upo...