Blue Eyes // l.h.

Nine

| L A V E N D E R |

Winter break.

Another 2 weeks passed without the mysterious blue eyed boy in my presence.
I had no idea why I had grown so attached to the feeling of having him around me. I knew nothing about him. But I missed that feeling, the nervousness and butterfly's, I wasn't used to it. I liked the difference.

Now that winter break had started I spent my time at home. I wasn't a snow person.  I was hoping that maybe I would be able to see my wolf. That maybe it wasn't just the night when he came out. So far that seemed to be the case though.

Day one, no wolf.

Day two, no wolf.

Day three 4:28am, my wolf.

I scrambled out of bed and rushed down the stairs in only my fluffy pj pants and I tank top. I slipped on my uggs and walked out my back door.

I have no idea what I was thinking, or if I was even thinking at all in that case.

His eyes watched me.

All I could look at were his eyes.

They were so blue.

I walked closer and closer but stopped in my tracks when he started to back away. He wasn't growling at me this time, warning me off. He was backing down. And I hoped more than anything that I hadn't scared the beautiful creature.

I pulled out my phone slowly, opening my camera . The wolf watched my every move, scrutinizing my actions. When I held the phone up though everything began to move quickly. He was gone, running back into the woods. And I was left there in the snow with a picture of the trees my wolf was once standing in front of and the snow he once stood upon.

So I just stood there in hopes that maybe my wolf would come back. I was so so close and it was crazy to be so close to something so dangerous but it was an amazing feeling that rushed over me when I was around it and the closer I got the more it grew, I loved it.

I waited and waited but he hadn't come back.

So I went in sitting down quietly and staring at the wall as the image of the soft wolf played over in my mind. His eyes so captivating. And for a second I thought 'this will distract me from him' .

Then every encounter I had with him ran through my mind.

I closed my eyes shaking my head, coming to the conclusion that I was truly loosing it.

Luke's hair was the same colour, maybe a shade lighter, than the wolf's.
The feeling that I got around the wolf was the same one I got around Luke, nervous.
The wolf's presence was extremely strong, I would know if he was outside before I saw it, like him.

And his eyes were the same blue.

Then I realized this wolf didn't help me forget Luke,
My wolf helped me replace the feeling of Luke gave me. When Luke wasn't here my wolf was and when my wolf was gone Luke seemed to show up.
I didn't love this wolf because of its beauty or my curiosity. I loved it because it was Luke in every way, as well as the farthest thing from him.

My eyes snapped open and I turned my head to the window. There he stood half his face peeking out from behind a pine tree his ears up on alert and his eyes wide.

I wanted to watch him but I felt nervous. I felt a challenge being sent my way as if he was waiting for me to look away. I did just that. I turned my head away, from the corner of my eye seeing him turn with his tail swaying as he walked back into the trees.

I wouldn't look away next time.

A/N //
I can't decide if this is good or not fuck

But.... WE WON THE VMA GUYS WE DID IT WE ALL VOTED OUR ASSES OFF FOR THOSE AUSSIES AND NOW THEY R HAPPY AND PROUD AND IM HAPPY AND OMG WE WON TOGETHER!!! I couldn't ask for a better family to be a part of #5sosFam

Much love ♡

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