LA Girl (Janoskians fan fiction)

Chapter 12 Mistakes

"I don't want to lose her" Luke says to me "well I've already lost him" I say as a tear rolls down my cheek. "We've got to fix this" Luke says "but I am not ready" I beg "okay I'll drive you home and think about what we should do overnight and then we will talk more tomorrow" I nod my head and he helps me up. We walk downstairs and all the boys look at us "um... I am going to drive McKayla. Home can one of you guys text the girls to say we found her?" Luke asks the boys Daniel nods and we leave"

I walk up to my apartment door and open it. I go straight to my room and think about everything that just happened all I can feel is the guilt from kissing Luke but in my defence I was thinking of Jai the whole time, that doesn't matter I still cheated on him with his own brother, how could I do that to Jai and Hailey I am such a horrible person. Maybe I can just forget about them take them out of my life and start over somewhere else. But I will never find another Jai he is a one and only, maybe he'll understand I mean he kissed Ariana because he was stressed. I fall asleep with all these questions in my head I am just so confused and I don't know what to do.

I walk up and look at the clock 5:24pm I walk over to the door and look throw the peep hole and I see its Ashley and Hailey I can't answer the door and face them so I just ignore it. They knock on the door a couple more times then they finally give up. I walk over to my phone and look I have a whole bunch of missed text from the girls saying "where are you?" But then i see one that catches my eye that says "Jai's missing" my heart drops. Missing? how could he be missing? where did he go? did he find out? Does he hate me? When will he come back? Will I ever see him again? My head is spinning. Walk into the kitchen and grab a gravel and I grab a banana. Then I go back to bed sleep is the only thing keeping me away from the outside world.

I wake up to more knocking on the door I look it's 3:15am I walk over to the door really confused what's happening. I open the door without even thinking, its Jai, he's standing there, his clothes are all ripped and have mud stains all over and I think it looks like blood stain and then I look at his knuckles and the I are covered in blood. "JAI!" Is all I can say "what happened" he steps in and get on his knees and he just starts crying "I am sorry McKayla I don't know how I could ever hurt such a perfect girl, I didn't mean to play around with your heart I honestly love to so much and I don't want to lose you, you are to good for me I don't deserve you, and I know you don't want me..." I cut him of well I start sobbing "no, I annoy perfect, I am a horrible selfish bitch, and you deserve someone way better then me, you are such an amazing guy, and I am just so mistake in your life, I am so sorry" I say and Jai looks at me really confused "what I don't understand I am the one who made a mistake not you and I don't ever want to hear you say those things about yourself ever again you are beautiful, smart, sweet...." "Stop" I cut him off again "look I need to tell you something so I am just going to blurt it out...... I-I.... I kissed Luke!!" "What!" Jai stood up "so after I messed up you thought it would be a good idea to go make the same mistake as I did with my twin brother!" He yells "it wasn't like that I was thinking about you the whole time and...." I try to explain "no you can't do this to me, I was just out side in some random forest punching trees making my first bleed because I thought I made such a huge mistake, but apparently well I was getting my anger out at myself someone was making out with my brother" he say as he walks out making sure to slam the door behind him. "What have I done" I say out loud why do I have to be so stupid, i set down on the couch and cry and cry into a pillow the tears just keep flowing and they won't stop.

Luke's POV
Jai walks in the door "finally your home" beau says Jai doesn't answer he just walks right up to me and looks at me "why did you do that?" He whispers so quiet I can barely he him "what?" I respond an then I see his first and then my face start to sting and I close my eyes in pain and then I feel the same sting in my gut I here yelling and then everything goes black.

I wake up and look around all the guys are sleeping on the floor around me except for Jai, that's when I remember what happened last night I stand up making sure not to wake anybody then I walk to the washroom. I look in the mirror I my lip is cut and swollen and I have an black eye that I can barely open I pull up my shirt and look at my stomach I have a big red mark on the left lower section of my stomach.

MaKayla's POV
I wake up and grab my phone is 11:48am I look at the notifications and I see one from Beau its says "Jai just came home and punched Luke now, know Luke is passed out on the couch, Jai didn't tell us why he was mad at Luke, do you think it had anything to do with your guys fight?" "Oh shit" I say out loud.