Chapter 26 Forgive and Forget

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About 15 minutes later I turn to Ashley and say "the doctor should be here with the results any minute" and before she can respond the doors burst open and Beau runs in yelling "Wait!!!". 

Ashley and I both turn and look at Beau, and so does everyone else in the room. Beau just stands there for a moment, probably trying to get his shit together before he screws up anything else. He looks up at Ashley as she was already looking at him and their gaze meets and locks and they are just staring into eachothers eyes from a distance.

Ashley's P.O.V
Beau looks up and he looks at me we both look into eachothers eyes, and suddenly I can't look away. He's looking at me but now I can tell he's lost in thought he's probably trying to figure out what to say next. Beau finally looks away, he starts walking over to me he's at the verge of crying I can tell. Beau gets down on his knees in front of me and he grabs my hands, I think about pulling away but I don't. He looks me in the eyes again and says "I'm sorry.... I don't need some stupid test results to tell me that, this is my baby" he rubs my belly and I let him because I am just lost in his beautiful emerald green eyes. "..... and I know I made a huge mistake and I am a total dickhead," he is now crying and so am I. His thumb comes up and wipes the tears that are falling off my cheek. "I guess couldn't take the fact that I am going to be a father, I don't know how I could be responsible for a child if I can't even be responsible for my own actions". "I want you to know that I never thought you slept with another guy and knew that could never happen I just was looking for someway to blame someone else and I guess that person was you" I don't know what I should say to him because I really want to forgive him, but is it too soon does he know all the pain I went through, did he go threw the same thing, I know he has problems with his angry but how do I know this wont happen again. The thing is I don't know if something like this will happen again there is no for sure way to know, but that's the thing I can't ever fall in love if I never take the jump, Yeah sometime you might hit a few branches on the way down but if I have faith in this relationship it will all pay off in the end. Beau continues " I'm sorry baby girl I know I am not perfect and you probably want to put a gun to my head right now, but I promise you I will do anything I can for this baby, I won't leave you, we will stay strong with this child together and I am just trying to say I love you". I just look at him for a minute, I know I am going to forgive him, and I know he means every word he just said, so what am I waiting for I stand up, so does he. I look Beau in the eyes and say "I love you too" I wrap my arms around his neck and grabs me by the torso and pulls me in tight. We just hold each other in our arms, no crazy make out session, no staring into eachothers eyes, just holding each other and I can honestly say I've never felt safer in anyone elses arms. We hugged for it felt like hour but it only must have been minutes because the next thing I know the doctor come out and says "I've got your results" and I look at him and respond "it's okay, we won't be needing that anymore" and I grab Beau's hand and we walk out the door and into his car.

McKayla's P.O.V
Ashley and Beau walk out the door holding hands, the doctor looks at me and I just shrug my shoulder and give him a 'I am not explaining kind of look'. I walk out to my car assuming Ashley is getting a ride with Beau cause they are no where insight. I get into the car and I get a text from Ashley "tell everyone to go to the boys house I've got an announcement to make I'll be there in 15" I read "okay sure thing ;)" I text back. I send a quick message to Jai " is everyone at your place?" Jai replies almost immediately "yeah, everyone except Beau and Ashley" Okay perfect, Thanks" I send and then start the car.

I get to the boy's house and Jai's on the couch, I walk over to him and sit on his lap. "get off of my fatty" he complains "hhhheeeyy!!" I swat at him "relax I am just joking" he grabs me and pushes me off him. "Yeah and you said I am the abusive girlfriend" I cross my arms and try to give him a mad look. Jai looks at me and laughs "come here cutie" "no I say like a angry 3 year old and I kick his hand "You get no more love from me" I stick out my tongue. Jai stands up, walks over to me, picks me up with one arm, sits back down, and cuddles me to death. "JJJJJAAAAAAAIIIIIII, this is so uncomfortable!!!!" I wine "too bad I am getting love" he says. Ashley and Beau walk in Beau yells "everyone get your asses in the living room" "don't be rude" ashley swats Beau's arm. Everyone walks in looking kinda of confused, once everyone gets in the all take a seat and everything, then skip asks "So, what's up" "well" Ashley looks at Beau and smiles " I know Beau and I've had a tough couple of days and you guys were probably curious of what was going on, but none of that matters now I am just going to get to the news" Ashley smiles then says "I am pregnant". Everyone gasps and looks at her like this is the first time hearing this which is good because I didn't want Ashley to find out that I already told them. "well congratz Ash" Hailey says and gives Ashley a hug, everyone goes up to them and give hug and congratulates them and of course the boys make a bunch of dirty comments. Over all Ashley looks happier than she has been in so long, so maybe this whole baby thing won't be so bad after all.

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